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BLOGGER,YOU GOOD.

2009-08-28T21:31:00.000-07:00

okay, its kinda screwed.
blogger you good -___-"

anyway, life's been great people :D
I totally love the time spent with my loved ones (:
and those quality time with you (:

so I cannot update the millions of photos ):

I reckon I'm kinda busy this vacation too.lol
but I'm enjoying it (:
I've got a job found alrd!! soon (:

I kinda miss those games with the girls.
and did I mention that I got myself injured just to save that dumb ball T.T

sept marks nothing but party, k-box and more celebrations to go! (:

miss ling.

blogger syst turns me off. dont feel like typing alrd lor.
what kind of font is this.ahh

UPDATES!! NEED TO UPDATE!

2009-07-11T02:14:00.000-07:00

I'll be like dancing!

dancing!

YOHOOWHOO!

TGIF 2!

2009-07-02T23:32:00.000-07:00

currently, im at our space 72 waiting for ling.
she's got rep meeting today and I wanted to pee, that badly.
im not afraid that my things would get stolen coz the ppl here are filthy rich.
im afraid that my nice comfy seat got stolen and i would be 'homeless'..
):

haiz, let's pray that she would come for me real quick
coz im giving my rehearsal a miss today!
if im spotted by my dear envoys, IM DEADDDDDDD T.T

On a lighter note, it's FRIDAY AGAIN :D :D :D
this morning, my period gave me a whole time troubles.
it hurts that badly..
didnt feel like going training today, and the reason is clear.
hypnotised myself and finally got out of bed!

reached campus busstop at 8am, which is a good thing.
walked all the way to the track which is 8.10am, good thing.
*i dont mind running around the track whole time
coach was pissed because we didnt take temp at atrium earlier on, good thing.
we take our own sweet time to walk to atrium ( can you imagine the size of my campus? haha)
good thing. she screamed at us and made us run.
we walked, knowing that we would definitely be punished.
came back and she lectured us like siao. good thing.
run run run and no games played today( as punishment )
did PT and run and balls and all. good thing.
she ended the session with I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU GUYS REPEATING THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN! IS THAT CLEAR?!!! good thing.

HAHAHHA. i dont mind running and doing whatever crap.
she got pissed. GOOD THING.

cats lesson was the usual funny fellows.
we always stick within our own gp and the others.
guo hao and jovan started crapping about super duber lame and gu niang stuffs..
kept me entertained till end of lesson and off to meet jessica for lunch!:D :D

I SAW A GIRL IN THE SAME JACKET AS ME. so weird.

so here I am, at our space 72. still.

OH OH OH! Oh is super duber happy over her sem 1 results :D :D
and Oh is super duber stressed out coz her class is super duber competitive.
right now, only my close friends know about my results.
( because I know they are the ones with me )
the whole class is guessing and asking the Mr. Yang who scored the highest.
I felt the pressure deep within, but was dismissed when I realised..
other's opinion of me is not impt at all.
just dont kill me or anything, thank you.lol.

i want to peeeeeee..

this post is so meaningless.

Im so not prepared to be the mc for next week poly experience day.

Im skipping rehearsal for the day.

I need a break.

flightless bird

2009-07-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

to love, is not to possess her.
and that's true love.

kill me.

2009-07-01T08:46:00.000-07:00

im dying inside.
im oh so tired.deep down inside.
there's so many events coming up.
so many make up lessons to attend.
so many undone work awaiting for me.
so many stufffsssss..
projectsssss...
and im the mc for next week poly experience day.
and i topped my class for sem 1 itb.
and i've got cim committee interview next week.
trail runs and rehearsals coming up.
and deep down within,
i felt restless.
ever.

tbc...

2009-06-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

PINACLE RACE 2009! :D

this was at the library!

this is also a continued post from the prev(:

and I realised I havent upload pic yet :X

shall blog now and upload later (:

met ling at IMM after break camp!ate and catch up at ppl(:
shopped about and was dead beat):

25th June!

supposed to meet up with daddy but he got last min stuff -___-"
stayed at home and did some facial, face mask, skin renewal and all to energise my skin!
shiok to the max! LOL. caught the movie "ghost of gf past" with bro and ling later at night.
damn stupid the movie.damn it.
waste of money.
but our jackpot reveals G2000 vouchers! better than $1 off combo or smth right.LOL.
but that voucher is useless luh, nett price -___-"
ate dinner with bryan they all at mac and off we go!

26th June!

G2000 shopping :D bought lotsa stuff :D
spent alot :D no money alrd :D lol.
went science centre davinci exhibit..
okay luh, not to my expectation yet even though, he's a great inventor, artist, scientist, architect and all :D makan at ppl again and shop shop till drop~

27th June!

pinnacle race!

damn the organiser-__-"
to think I walked to northpoint in the midst of dark and fear at freaking 5am and he was late!!!
but the shirt was cool.
the event was cool.
the ppl were cool.
and the goodie bag was even cooler (:
num vouchers and more! at least 15 vouchers I tell you :D
and there's this couple thinking Im suffering from depression for I was sitting at the cross junction traffic lights for hours -__-" I tried to explain that we were having a race, BUT I think they still think Im siao -___-"

I hope I didnt miss out on any good days coz I cant think for nuts sake.
my term break was filled with excitement and fun
and I can foresee that I cannot finish my work on time!hahah.

did I mention that the little girl who frown at me on the train was scary :S

envoys! :D

2009-06-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

and I say HEY HEY HEY!
HEY HEY HO! :D :D

term break is ending in a day's time but Im excited about it!
coz life goes on! LOL.

22nd-24th June!

ENVOY CAMP ROCKS!! :D
the people are AWESOME and I swear, my gp ppl are AWESOME :D
just imagine family puff ( power puff + family guy ) both cliched 1st and 2nd overall winning..
and in reality, our grp is just that awesome! :D
we cheer not only for our victory but of other gps too!

day 1.
it was okay, coz as I had mentioned earlier, I already know some of them (:
not at all awkard, coz wolfgang talks alot to me about cats class.LOL
and nobody believes his name is wolfgang -__-"
they even said his IC is fake IC. LOL.
icebreaking was rather short coz we had outing before what.haha.
just know a few more ppl and down to flag painting.
every year sure got flag making, every year sure never put the flag into good use -___-"
played 3 stations of short amazing race and time flies~
ate at makan place coz the food sucks-__-"
bath at sports hall and nights out.
didnt sleep for the whole night.
I didnt see anything (ghost) , heard smth but choose to believe it was illusion and the floor was freaking hard, air con freaking cold~

day 2.
games day!
early in the morning went for PT -___-"
ate breakfast after that.can die.lol.
had a talk on envoy and know what to say, what cant be said when doing outreach.LOL.
movie tickets gave out was next :D
played games, guys kissing thing and funny stunts and off to pinnacle briefing..
siannn, should have stayed with my gp!
the briefing = waste of time
but at least I get to spent some quality time with yuanyuan(:
we slacked at the library.
ate at the library.
and watched movie at the library(:
I love my library.damn big and comfy.sony bravia.LOL
showered and chilled out with the girls~
performance practice was rather screwed but we managed to pull thr it(:
I was the buttercup and the dancer for the night.HAHAHAH
first sexy dance other than the sec2 sluppy dance!LOL.
it was rather tiring yet hype during the performance nights..
it lasted till am in the morning but everyone was that awake!
we did not sleep!
we sneaked into the guys room and stayed up all night!
mass order of mac.have you seen mac in cartons of boxes?!LOL.
waited and waited, watched the movie notebook( like again )
played truth or dare, murderer, zhong ji mi ma, and I forgot what..
oh yea, the stupid maths game-__-"
and this guessing of bday,cca thing.lol.
yup, we did all stuffs to stay awake till next day.
managed to nap for an hour or less and went to pack our bags before debrief..

I swear that the kuku auntie at makan place was damn kpo-___-"
haahah. we were busy yam sheng-ing and she came over to ask whether we are consuming alchol -___-"

family puffs is the best!photos up in fb(:
apparently only stella uploaded the photos >.< tsktsk.

it's a wonderful night(:

2009-06-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

fuck blogger -__-"

ndp tickets balloting closed ): ):

hello world, this is cynthia on air ~

LAST THURS marked the last day of my exam!

it was whoohoo, shiok to the max :D

no more late night hours busy mugging.
no more stuffing 5 chaps of itb into my brain in freaking 4 hrs time.
yay! and of course, we went shopping after my lasttttttt paper :D :D

LAST FRI marked ling's last day of exam.
I was dying of bordem the whole day ):
fb, blogger, blog shopping marks the day.
at night, ling crashed my place for dinner :D

SAT marked gym workout day.

ran arnd the track. 7 rounds.
went to gym for an hour or so.
and we were both worn out.
it just feels so good to sweatttttttttttt (:
homed and 'played' arnd with my new mio tv.haha.
so not fun at all, my movies not out yet,UNTIL NOW ):
nevertheless, having a new gadget brightens up my day (:

robos died consecutively last week ): ):

SUN marked the yellow dirty fellows outing :D

weilian is super duber funny in his own way.LOL.
we had a damn racist day but it was filled with laughter..
mb was nothing but baking under the sun and laughter (:
I got to know a few of them and almost half of the gp are my frens beforehand.lol.
today dinner at mfm was cancelled.lol.

met ling afterwhich at cp for her fav starbucks..lol.

MON marked shopping day(:

town-ed and bugis-ed.
bought lotsa stuffs, esp ling(: (:
we spent quite alot that day but it was awesome!
and m)phosis shld really create some form of membership!!! >.<

seriously,and we ought to stop buying from m)phosis.

but it was just awesome(:

the tian xiang at bugis, zinc was awesome too(:

LOL and ppl out there, if you were intending to buy zinc bags!!! either buy from me or inform me k :D :D :D

TUES marked poly experience training workshop day.

met up with mel and saw reuben at the busstop..

we went there tgt and regretted for hell.

it was damn lame and boring, not fun at all -__-''

afterwhich met up with ling for lunch at northpoint jap foodcourt.

yup,the one which was telecast on tv previously (:

shop shop talk talk and headed home to spend quality time(:

WED marked WWW day.

ghee, im officially a nebo cardholder (:

so exciting!lol.

WWW was awesome to the max.

it beats jurong sports complex(:
but the tsunami have room for improvement ah.lol.
so we swam and played for the whole day. sunburn and im tanned to the max(:

damn painful luh, although im not brown colour anymore.. im tanned(:

yay!still, damn painful luh ): ):
I was lying flat last night ): ):

at night, went to wong's hse for cell. the food was great :D :D

and surprisingly, ling was totally enthu throughout and wanted to sing "above all" that badly..lol. she and her charlie thing -___-"

TODAY is mug to death day.LOL. not exactly though, coz I slept alot and it was awesome(:

I need to have sufficient sleep.seriously. I can sense that Im falling ill which I cant afford to! >.<

I've got envoy camp next mon-wed.

I'm celebrating papa day next thurs.

I've got proj frankie ( another fitness fri cum games day ) next fri.

I've got pinacle race next sat.

LOL.my next week is packed -__-"

fuck blogger. seriously.no mood to blog for now >.<

*photos up for fb then!here cannot put much.CANNOT -_______________________-"

MEMORIES

2009-06-15T08:33:00.000-07:00

cynthia is having a fulfilling life(:
and she's glad she did!

more updates coming up soon! :D

if only...

2009-06-08T02:47:00.000-07:00

if only I were six,
then all I've got to worry about is what food to bring for tmr's night dance rehearsal..

I miss yuanyuan.
havent seen her for daysssssssssssssssssssssssss.

need a break

2009-06-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

im damn fucked up .

should there be one reason why i hate netball,

that would be you coach.

should there be one reason why i hate her,

that would be her fucking character.

on a lighter note, i miss the fun i had with my zai gp!

one thing i dreaded the most is doing ppt slides.

to think i stayed up the whole night rushing the slides out

and got to redo it all over again the very next morning.

a small little error in the proposal started my day off last tue.

wed morning, gave lect a miss.

we tapped card for attendance and went off to chiong our presentation.

we memorized last min skit.

did last min add on.

and dress up last min.

it turned out oh so well that we went stunned when my tutor said

" can get A "

rejoice and sing (:

gabriel even went to watch night at the museum for 'celebration'.LOL.

slowporkkkkkkkkkkk.

saw grace at bishan at night.

LOL.she couldnt believe that I had my formal attire on.

i couldnt believe that i acutally see her again after so longgg.

the one ni zai bo

zai ah zai ah

the one ni song bo

song ah song ah!

study time~

untitled.

2009-06-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

seek solace.

I am human.

miec

2009-05-31T22:56:00.000-07:00

I'm having ITB lect now..
damn sian..
damn sleepy..
cant get to sleep last night..
too excited over assessement today..LOL.

CANT WAIT TO SLEEP.
CANT WAIT TO FINISH MY WORK.
CANT WAIT TO STUDY.
CANT WAIT TO GO TO GYM.

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

TGIF (:

2009-05-30T08:55:00.000-07:00

alright world, shall update this space here.
anyway, life's kinda happening and tiring too.LOL.

22nd MAY. FRIDAY.

I had a very bad feeling.
no. 1 I didnt cut my nails = break game rules.
no. 2 I stayed up all night to do work and play restuarant city.
no. 3 I dont want to see coach's face.
no. 4 I dont want to run for every ball dropped.

the day turned out to be a great one though(:

played friendly match for the WHOLE day.
what to do. coach bias. so I played throughout.
went to change out and rushed for cats presentation.
I must say, it was damn last min.
we finished our project only the day before -___-"
but everything turned out oh so well.
TEAMWORK.LOL.
and I reckon we were the best gp, Mr. Tio hor.lol.

after all the rushing and having fun,
I chiong to canteen 2 to buy pancakes for me and ling.
lol. you had no idea how long queue it is, ALWAYS.
hungry.hungry.
lesson learnt: after netball = makan.
NEVER STARVE YOURSELF.NEVER.

waited for ling's class to end and off we went home!
slept for an hour, showered and rushed to vivo.
collected our tickets and started off our..
NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM TRIP AT SENTOSA!!!
IMAGES OF SINGAPORE IS DAMN COOL AND THE 'alive' ppl are funny..
they were supposed to come alive just like what's of the movie shown.
FACEBOOK FOR PIC (:
went to makan at superdog for dinner.
and off to watch night at the museum movie.lol.
saw monica there also and she asked why we chose such a weird = late show time.
hahah, it's the event what.
we paid $24 bucks for our sentosa trip, museum trip, movie tickets, popcorn combo and goodie bag! damn worth it luh. we were offered discounts in sentosa too. and the goodie bag is just what I need! perfume ( not this one.lol ) , eye cream, eye mask , chicken essence, kopi OOOOO and cards game and itenery! LOL.

ended the movie arnd 12plus and we took NR1 home.
damn cool luh the bus journey ride.
it costs us $3.50 and we toured arnd the city till my hse busstop.LOL.

cooked noodles for supper and we watched tv..
after some stuffs and photo taking..
laughing and playing..
we slept, just like that. till next morning.LOL.
PHOTOS UP NEXT TIME (:

29th MAY.FRIDAY.

training was so so so expected.shooting.
haiz.nvm, had fun with the ppl there though.
if not for them and that stupid make up lesson shld you fail to turn up, I QUIT.
jessica was like saying this in a funny manner : she ( coach ) thinks she's training the nationals team ah ( us ), siao. shld have gone to tennis damn slack luh.
me: LOL ( really loud ) no luh, we school team mah, must prove our worth. LOL.
seriously leh my coach.HAIZZZZZZZ...
nvm, endurance! (:

Cats class was ok, surprisingly..
perhaps I was too tired to even concentrate on the video.
but IDEO company damn cool luh, cannot take it.LOL.

went to makan place and tabao food with the jessicassss..
bought tibits and met rueben! LOL.
supposed to do tutorial at ourspace but fell asleep -___-"
did e-learning though

afterwhich went atrium and wait for ling.
every fri surely will have someone asking me to do survey at atrium.
damn interesting.lol. ( inside joke )

headed down to vivo to meet iris! (:
and Im quite happy that the surprise turned out oh so good!!!
oh we feel so good~
clique having steamboat tgt was a success and zhimin was happy(:
we were happy, at hotpot buffet (:
LOL.
damn last min.but fulfilling..

okok, shall do smth productive for now..
(:

dead beat.

2009-05-19T08:23:00.000-07:00

i dont like miec ):
i dont like.

i dont like bsta.
i dont like.

i dont like maths.

sundae~

2009-05-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

zhenzhi came crashing over my place last night.LOL.
and she is still chanting over my place.so poor thing luh,me.LOL.
we took photos at 4plus am in the morning! T.T
over 100 plus pic.lol. so i shall just post this pic.
and if i got the time, check my facebook out! (:
so we failed to wake up on time to study today.

(left to right)
jovan.jeffred.guo hao.huiwen.me.henry.
lol.thats my cats class.yup(:

and thats baby(:
lol.having her eye mask done by me(:
i miss her,cant wait for friday! yay!

back to work~

yet another day with you!

2009-05-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

can tell im damn tired right.lol

but i had a great night out with them(:

thats jessica from my CATS class.lol

i dont know whats wrong with blogger.

so screwed.

more photos of me and my oh so funny ppl in cats next time!

i love the ppl in my cats class.

i love my cats teacher.

how i wish my class is so much better...

perhaps, i need some time.

to adjust.to adapt.

alright,so thurs isnt that bad after all(:

derek is so funny!

he and his anti-_____ thing.LOL.

but some bitch n gang ruined my day.

after school, went to library and study with derek.

total failure for him.lol.

met ling and off to dinner(:

thurs aint that bad afterall, but can be improved(:

fri was great! :D

netball training in the morning.sucks.

i think the coach pms ):

im not going to survive in netball ):

so we teamed up with diff ppl..

rebecca kept throwing the ball to me..

and all i can do is to throw the ball back to her.lol.

i think we need some bonding session.

we need to bond.

before we can even work as a team?

next week training = can die.

once you drop the ball, you run a round arnd the track.

once your team mate drop a ball, you too run arnd the track.

wth.

after netball, went to meet the peeps at np busstop(:

our class damn 'united' sia.LOL.

we went to the red dot museum as a class.ahahhaha

ate at maxwell food court.NICE.

took pic as my assignment.LOL.

now, im stuck with my work.projects ):

met shuying at cityhall after that.

ate at yoshi.

walked walked talked talked.

i miss the good old days with her ):

she's a nice person(: really.

was talking on the phone with kesia and huai xiang came knocking into me -____-"

bang into zhenzhi and frens too.lol.

met kesia at northpoint and we chatted.

we missed sjc.

haiz...

saw alvin at the busstop.i miss nvps too ):

got home.dead beat.

training = sucks.

life = tiring.

happiness = max (:

got myself a hair cut today.

gave ling a hug today.

zhenzhi is now at my place.lol.

ahhh, shall get back to work.

good luck, people! (:

cynthia got into BA ENVOYS! cheers! (:

good day~

2009-05-11T22:34:00.000-07:00

haha!

busy..with pictures..

da threes..

that's clique chalet last weekend!

we went to the jumbo sales!

num! hahaahaha.

denise fumming mad :X

downtown = great.

me and zhenzhi crazy over cheers.

bday singing was awesome!

played games and prank kong rui.lol.

part 2 coming up next! :D

Right now, im having BSTA lect T.T

siannn..i shld start listening in lect since exams are nearing..

and i totally missed school 3 days last week..

butttt, it's damn tiring luh ):

On a lighter note, my presentation was okay today(:

I actually presented infront of bryan and bro last night.

so received some comments and feedback,

work on it. and i think i did pretty well? LOL.

I cant believe ling acutally see thr my surprise for her -___-"

must be smarter next time.

im waiting for facebook to load.omg.

cannot take it.

i hope fri will come soon!

cant wait for netball training session with the peeps and red dot museum trip! :D :D

dont like thurs ): haiz.

nobody,nobody but you~

2009-05-09T23:28:00.000-07:00

haha,my baby very cute hor.LOL.
anyway, ystd chalet was awesome!
shall update and upload photos another time then(:
i hate MEL system T.T
made me stress up only.

GOOD DAY!!

2009-05-07T23:31:00.000-07:00

me and jessicaS.

chiong ah!!

IT JUST FEEL SO GOOD TO BE BACK IN SCHOOL AGAIN :D :D

yup, it's friday people!! (: (;

had netball today.

the training is still..bearable.LOL.

yea, be thankful peeps, look at the dragonboat rowers.

they run arnd campus.me = bow down to them.lol.

so we run arnd sports hall building.6 rounds.

did some foot pointing thing and balancing idk what.

followed by push up and sit up.

it started raining at 9 ):

so we didnt play on court but physical training.

I paired up with this girl by the name sharidah,is it?lol.

but yup, we did pretty well(:

i guess netball is nothing but teamwork?

and yes, fitness (quoted by my coach)lol.

after which, went to change into ber and slippers.shiok.

should have brought tee and changed ):

went for CATS class.

and i wrote ilovecats. all over the paper border.lol.

yup,i think henry tio cheers me up!

he bring joy to the class.

he made my fri more happening(:

but some bad souls just wanna take advantaged of this poor old man,

so it kinda turn sour during mid.

yup,i hope he saw what i wrote and felt appreciated.lol.

sounds noble right.haha.

went to blk 72. my block.to meet my newly made frens.

im glad i met them! :D

im still trying to rmb their names, no, faces and relate to their names.LOL.

they were doing some dance performance thing.

nobody nobody but you~

met ling at cheers for lunch.

she got performance today! nobody nobody but you~

LOL.like woa. she can dance the wee wee stuff.

muahahahah.GO CHIO BU! :D

so yours truly is currently at myspace 72, rotting.

blogging about today.lol.

i've got envoy interview at 430pm ):

siannnnn.....i did request for an earlier time slot though.but failed.

haiz. why my class end at 12.shiok.

now, i've got to rot till 4plus and so on.

im not prepared.

im wearing my S&W tee, ber and slippers.

right, slipper is against the rule -___-"

im just going to tell them we ought to create our own rules.lol.

like who cares luh T.T

mann, wish me luck.

BA ENVOYS!!

your enthusiasm is our motivation~

ya man.

still sick.

2009-05-05T03:39:00.000-07:00

in ngee ann, if you have no friends.
it's because you chose not to have it.

ystd bus ride home was terrible.
i was feeling all sick and giddy.
what made it worse is paul and his friend are laughing real loudly T.T
yes, paul twohill.
the one whom i used to adore his hair. used to.

during lunch, we headed down to sim and eat.
that place was pretty cool (:
si min let me try her supposed to be hard noodles,
but i guess its alright? lol.

lecutures = buay ta han.
i had 4 hrs straight of lectures and i practically slept thr it.
my head was throbbing.that hard.
and the lecturer was being oh so monotone.
like a radio (quoted by si min)haha!

im on two days mc now.
which means i gave the presentation a miss.
i hope i can make it for next week one though, because it's graded.

i dont like my class.not the whole class but yea.
i know you get what i mean.
they judged.
why cant i be in the same class as si xuan, mel or jessica?
their class is so bonded T.T

im losing the motivation in going to school.
i love my school,and i still do.

headache

2009-05-03T06:03:00.001-07:00

apparenly, im still very sick ):
and i did not do my obse homework because i never buy the txtbook -___-"
now who says txtbks are not compulsory T.T
im listening to x-men.
im staring at my notebook.

i hope i can make it to the chartered inst bbq gathering this thurs..
i hope i can make it to grace's chalet this fri..
and i hope everything turn out fine for my oral presentation this wk and next wk..
i hope i still have my voice..

2009-05-03T00:16:00.000-07:00

may you have a good laugh at this :D

no gooddd. I'm having a bad cold.

my oral presentation is in 2 days time ):

I am feeling restless and no mood nor energy to hit my books.

gave training a miss ystd.

last fri, volunteered to do flag day for the home of senior citizens..

the weather was bloody hotttt..but overall its okay(:

I dont like thurs.

why is it that my class seems to be the only class splitting up for every other module..

gabriel called me twice during miec tutorial when im sitting at the front row.

i think that explains why my tutor kept asking me to ans questions?

or is my name that easy to rmb?

went for gym orientation in the evening..

slacked at myspace before that with jessica and melissa(;

i kinda miss the routines in sjc..

because nothing interesting is happening in this irregular life im leading now..

ling is COMING OUT!

2009-04-28T00:03:00.000-07:00

hello world! it's me again! (:
today's lectures and tutorials are rather slack..
so currently, I'm at myspace 72(;
and yes! I joined ba envoys! (:
I'm not sure if i can cope with my current 4 ccas in hand, but I CAN DO IT.

I guess life in ngee ann been okay, I mean it's only the 2nd week?
met some nice ppl here and there,
of course there are some exceptional case.

I've got projects to work on already, starting from the first day of school..
common test nearing..
but I still look forward to going school everyday, esp WEDNESDAYS N FRIDAYS ! (:

ITB lesson earlier on this morning,
I was caught watching illegal movie with gabriel -__-" lol.
but it's the only module we did self intro.so i guess it's pretty much better?
seriously, I dont know all of my classmates in BCOMM.
if i were to bump into them at makan place, then too bad luh.
my class is quiet.
my class is in their own world.
my class is competitive?
my class is....

I cant wait to get my projects done with the peeps!
at least, I dont have to think of what to do before i turn in every night?
haiz.

yup,till then~

baby milo!

2009-04-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

I just love fridays(:
it's the only day of the week without lectures and tutorials!
it's IS module day!muahahah(:

so we selected our sport elective last fri, and I'm in netball.
initially, i wanted to join sports climbing or tennis but aiya, it's on a first come first serve basic.
nvm, i alrd thought of what to join for the next sem-hockey! LOL.

so I met 3 frens that day.
3 from all diff courses.
3 all called by the name jessica O.O

then it was CATS ( some character development thing back in sjc? ).
but it was a whole lot funnier and so not boring!lol.
my lecturer henry is a funny old man!

I could not quite rmb what actually happened for the whole wk because life in ngee ann is overwhelming...

oh yea, captian andrew challenged us to create our own cca.
In ngee ann, we are allow to create our own cca.
hence, ling and i wanted to be the president and VP of ball and bread club!(inside joke)
(:

ystd had training.NO GOODDD.lol.
yup, I'm in the badminton team.
the training is tiring-___-"
so very tiring and our break is a pathetic 1 min water drinking break ):
I dont like the environment, no air ventilation.no air con like sjc ):
the lights are super dim and after running around the tracks in stadium,
it's super dizzy in that dim room):
I hope I can pull thr it though! (:
after training, went to eat pizzahut with ling at cck lot 1.
got home and we slept till late evening(:

TODAY, im suffering from muscle ache ):
Im logging in to mel later tonight for last min announcement.lol.
Im waiting for youth alliance club to organise some events/camps.
I cant wait to be part of chartered institute organization!
and I want to join NPA but I'm afraid time is running out..

mum just cooked ramen.YESS! nice(:
I love ramen!(:

I hope tmr my leg would be better coz i've got to climb hills and slopes ):

I miss baby milo~

myspace 72

2009-04-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

photo taken during break(:

hello world! currently im in campus,slacking.lol.

apparently, tutorials and lectures are damn boring,

so yours turely signed up for a series of cca and events..

I'm oh so excited about it and i want to join more! (:

like ba envoys~ yay!

butttttt, i think my passion wont last, so yea.

we shall see.

im waiting for ling to be dismissed from class(:

im at myspace 72..

ahh, im tired.

lazy to update...

(:

2009-04-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

I never had such a strong sense of belonging before(:

anyway, i've been feeling that lethargic these days ):

so yup, shall update more about my sweet 17th soon,

and off to omni theatre tmr!

yay!

oh, and i'd switched to safari.it's way much faster!

but Internet catches up too, so i dont know luh.

shall just leave it..

i cant wait for cca fiesta, ling hor? lol.

poly.

2009-04-15T21:20:00.000-07:00

I just randomly logged on to MEL = SJC moodle.
I'M SHOCKED.HORRIFIED.

being a freshman sucks.
I dont know what is happening.
I dont know where the hell to get all my textbooks ):
I dont know if my printer has got enough ink to print those tutorial and lecture notes.
I ..

sch's starting in 3 days time.
I dont know where to get to my many diff lecture theatres/ tutorial rooms ):
why is ngee ann so big );
why do i have to wake up extremely early to explore the sch and be on time at the same time ):
why is ngee ann so rich.
why do i have to worry so much when the BA director made it sounds easy.

and even though my sb/scs said that it's okay for the first week,
there's always a second chance for freshmen like us..
i dont want to lose out.
no notes, textbooks = might as well stay at home and sleep?

shawn, 18 this year.
owns a gaming company.
currently in np ba.yes, my ba gp.

nevertheless, I never regret.
and I never did.

I will and I would slog hard enough to earn my 4 points.
not 3.75 but 4.

haiz..

tmr(:

2009-04-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

this is ling playing with my bro's racket.
I cant rmb this is the idk how many times he broke the string.
is that how sch team ppl works with? O.O

this is lemon.the new member of our fruit kingdom.
previously,showcasting mango and apple!(:

lemon is currently staying at my place for fear that he would fuck apple instead of mango,
unknowillingly(:

LEMON IS OBEDIENT(:

this is the injured robo I was guilty over with );

his playmates(:
hasn't gotten them names.
so any suggestions are warmly welcomed!(:

we own 9 hamsters in total just last week!(:

this was ystd shopping spree(:

ling is love(:

cynthia taught me how to eat this! LOL.

this was taken before BAOC.
we were at cck lot 1 pizzahut.

we never fails to win smth from the prize winning machine!

ystd ling was so sweet.
she rushed all the way to ps,cathay after meeting cindy
and intends to buy me the laptop case.
in the end. she rushed=cabbed back to cp to meet me with nothing,
and she was TRAMATISED! lol.
she's the sweetest gf ever, I was oh so touched, I SWEAR(:
it meant to be a surprise!

last night dinner at jack's place was cool(:
even though we crapped alot but I thank them for their company(:
I'm waiting for the photos to be sent in so that I can blogged about it more!whee~

today i trained down to paragon.
it was drizzling.
a guy offered me a rose, and i said No.
okay, now i feel bad.
i shall be nice and take whatever things distributor gives next time(:

so I got a couple of stuffs, grab and go(:
OH, I bought my laptop case alrd! just in time for software installation next week :D
my vaio Z is the coolest notebook ever!
it's business premium and tgt with TT and P series, it's imported from Jap.
so i think this made it diff from those china ptd of sony vaio?
that's what the salesman told me but he cheated me-__-"
he gave me a 4gb thumbdrive instead of a 8 gb one-____-"
slap your face 4 times.
I'm still trying to figure out how the fingerprint sensor works-__-''
and if anyone of you knows how to operate vaio's webcam,PLS TEACH ME! (:

currently, i'm still hogging onto my bro's notebook.
heeheee.aiya, he's at the stadium anyway..
and wont be back till midnight so why not?
LOl.

I'm excited over tmr prog.I hope it wont rains :x
amen-

BAOC ROCKS!(:

2009-04-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

okay,here's some quick updates on my BAOC CAMP(:
I'm not gonna post all of the pic, coz im really very tired now.lol.

I shall do a brief intro on some of the ppl I'd made frens with(:

SB: dave aka. gay
SC: Sze hui, Jolene, jenny and lingli aka. Taylor Swift/Jenifer -__-"

frens: shawn, lihong aka. wong li hong, junzhe aka. JJ lim, yong xiang and raymond!
not forgetting lijie's fren christina goh! (:

others: jamie, vanessa ho/gay, siying and joan.

DAY 1.

dave made me tramatised. he bluff me that he was an indian guy -__-"
he made me sit with the guys so that explains all my newly made frens are guys.
the girls dont want to talk to me because they think IJ TP is the coolest sch ever -__-"
I'm proud of SJC,though.

didn't try to fit in, my SCs are nice ppl(:

did some orientation prog,bonding games,and all!
flag design was the last thing.
my design was chosen, but somehow the other gps didnt want to coordinate with us,
and so we ended up doing this...

RUSTIC COUNTRY 1 ROCKS(:

It's supposed to be some horoscope thing.
NO LINK AT ALL -__-"

nvm, at least i had fun taking photos of unglam lingli and playing with paints-__-"
so wth right,lol.
oh,and lingli dont allow me to post those photos, so yea luh.

DAY 2.

It's GAMES DAY! sounds so exciting right..
it's tiring you know.
like we didnt cover the whole np but just BA alones kills.lol.
at first, I'm okay with it.
we had some amazing race thing and i was asking jolene whether we shld run instead of walking.
then sze hui wants to lead in running and asked me to run with her.
and she pangsei me -__-"
so I ended up runing alone, while the rest continues talking at the back.
raymond caught up with me and said he'll lead the gp with me(:
then shawn and junzhe came and all the guys started running-__-"
I didnt want to lose, so I ran too.LOL.stupid, shld have just stay put.
in the end, we ran towards the makan place and makan(:

we were supposed to buy food that spelled RUSTIC(:

the animal game(:

we were waiting for our turn to have a chance upon the game...

sian..lol

WE WILL WIN THE WAR.
YOU WILL SWEEP THE FLOOR! HAHAH

serious ppl.

OUR WINNINGS(:

RUSTIC CHIONG AHHH!

no photos for the water sport part and some other games,
coz everyone was wet and busy screaming.LOL.

gaming and cheering sums up our day!

DAY 3.

CC.
woa,sian luh.sit in that air-conditioned CC for the entire day.
luckily got performances and some interactive games..
or I WILL JUST DIE -__-" OF BORDEM.

caught me texting.lol
the blur-ed guy was raymond btw.lol.

matt lose to glan in thier football bet.
3:1 = wax leg.haha!

BAOC ROCKS!
your enthusiasm is our motivation!
I WANT TO JOIN...
BA SOCIETY!
BA ENVOYS!
NP AB!
LOL.

RC1!

RUSTIC COUNTRY!
BEST CREATIVITY AWARD!(:

Luckily my gp was okay(:
a guy whom was dared...talked to me?
he actually came up to me and shouted his name across the whole my space 72.
and all i did was "hi" -__-" sze hui stopped him though.lol.
some other gps were that high and crazy.
forfeit: guys kiss girl's armpit, guys doing pumping at the other's private parts-_-'
pole dancing where the pole = human being.OMG.

finale = party time!
and we got some nike sponsorer for our event.
so all prizes are pdt of nike -__-"

np shen me duo me you, jiu shi you qian ( quoted by lingli) LOl.

So this wk's been a fulfilling wk!
it's nothing but baoc and meeting up with ling after camp(:
meeting customers at night..
and of course! my surprise bday celebration with clique!!
will update soon once i've got the photos...

a week gone.

2009-04-06T08:00:00.000-07:00

this is an old msn convo with ling...
a follow up regarding my upcoming cca orientation and choices...

bread the winner~

drum roll...

hockey pokey (:

i miss ling(:

me.and.you.

2009-04-02T11:19:00.000-07:00

hahaha,my addictive gaming(:

- went back sjc to collect my award since I gave ac a miss.
-Lemon is a poor soul.
-shopped at cck,lot 1.
-won a minnie mouse from prize winning machine.
-someone offered us her mickey mouse at $3(:
-photos up next time!
-we got 16 orders for love tubes!
-bad feeling about it.
-camp's next week!
-laptop purchase this weekend.
-kk tmr.
-and I'm turning in now(:

..................................................................................

HELLO!

2009-04-01T08:37:00.001-07:00

It's APRIL FOOL DAY!! HAVE YOU BEEN FOOLED?!lol.
It's supposed to be my bday today! serious!
just that I'm smart enough not to come out from my mummy's womb on this day,
17 yrs ago!
lol. heng ah! imagine...

somebody: hey cynthia! when's your bday?
me: 1st april(:
somebody: what?april fool right..
me: ..
me: what, no?!

haha!

anyway, I've got a call from nat today(:
and I failed to 'fool' ling because I forgot -__-"
and guess what,

bro: jie! you slimmed down! OMG!
me: O.O uh? really meh?
bro: ...
me: ......
bro: Happy April Fool Day!(and he laughed out loud to himself)

WTH.

We welcome you to pass by! (:

lobster bisque(:

chicken culet!

shirlon steak!

dont take alrd luh.(LOL)

cw-ed followed by j8-ed(:
we bought stuffs today!! yayness(:
cab-ed home and dinnered!

I'm a happy-go-lucky girl!
For you are here..

2 days ago, midnight 1245am.
we walked, notice the word WALKED all the way from kk to chinatown -__-"
I said I wanted to take that midnight bus and that instinct guy said he's always right
-_____-"
instinct guy = my holy bro.

so we wanted to just walk to united square,
in hope to grab a bite at some idk what 24/7 shop. mac?
okay, then we saw alot of indians and we ended up at little india.
then saw OG (chinatown)
and then my bro said " BUGIS IS AT THE BACK ONLY!"
I said "NO'' without hesiation.
no way, I dont want to walk to bugis! his ONLY is like idk how many km away -__-"

kopitiam!24/7!

can tell that we're both worn out?

he's trying to say "ENOUGH of taking photos luh"

not the f-word.lol

as you can see, I'm bored and that tired mann.
so I'm not being pervetic by taking lots of photos of him ok.

I just need the excuse to sit down(:

pork rib rice.

prawn chee choong fan.
like there's prawn in it, amazed?

and that's me. seriously, look at my eye bags.
and early morning 415 am was the time my mum see the doct.

we cabbed home arnd 1plus though.
since my bro got school the following day.

He wants to challenge me.
8mp VS 5mp. LOL.
I WON!!!(:
I love my truly-all-in-one phone(:

now this is my winning pic!
not easy okay,
do you have any idea how dark it is be it outside or inside the cab?

now who's the one who said he wants to go chomp chomp at freaking wee hours?

BYEBYE(:

calm.

2009-03-31T01:05:00.000-07:00

I wanted very much to blog about your misdeeds.
I wanted very much to blog about the ugliness side of you.
Then again, I saved that very post as a draft.
I shall not bow down to you and act childish.

I'm in love with that very song_fuck you very much(lily allen)

phew. I got myself oh so fucked up from the very moment I saw that email.
then again, everything went wrong. and all I know is I'm very pissed -__-"

Now, I'm so much better.VERY GOOD IN FACT.
I started with a whole series of plan to pamper myself.

-MAD shopping is to be done before my camp next week.
I already got a whole list of items to buy pen-ed down(:

-I'd check out sites on booking of bbq pits and chalets.

-My birthday is coming soon(:

-Ling is coming over my place NOW(:

-Uncle Geoffrey is funny(: WE LOVE HIM (:

I shall not be angry nor disturbed by your act.

FUCK OFF.

2009-03-30T22:33:00.000-07:00

- I went out ystd morning and got to rush back home. my mum didn't want to see the doct.

-kk awaiting time sucks. we waited from 9 plus pm till 1 plus am.
IN THE END, only managed to see the doctor at 4 plus am.
and guess what he said, it's up to you whether you want to be warded or not.
no blood transfusion nor nothing.eat iron tablets.WTF.

-SCREW you guys out there.bastards.fuck YOU.how irresponsible can you be!

-SCREW you tongtong.irresponsible creature.you made my day worst.

-SCREW geraldine should she failed to turn up today.
YOU CAN OFFICIALLY SHIT YOURSELF NOW.

-SCREW me now, I'm stuck at home.

fuck. I'm not a vulgar person,
but this time round, I couldn't take it no more.

(edited)

- I'm listening to the songs in ziqi's mini ipod now.
im chilling.

random

2009-03-29T00:32:00.000-07:00

My Orientation PROGRAMMES(:

what? -__-" it actually ends at 3.
might as well lump other prog tgt and make it 2 days?

games day.

I hope they are friendly enough.
and im in rustic gp 1(:

I WANT TO JOIN IN THE MASCOT PERFORMANCE~

I'd always wanted to.
back in sec 3, I wanted to be the mascot of the year of potato.
mrs cindy soon agreed(;
she even suggested that I should parade arnd the whole sch and the first station,
of course is her form class 4faith luh.lol
in the end, the plan failed to be carried out.

it's raining heavily.
I can't sleep.

and somebody,just SOMEBODY wants to chio my ballball >.<

and that geraldine whoever,
you better turn up on tue,
or you DIE.

okay, that's random.

i miss.

2009-03-27T07:16:00.000-07:00

I miss mornings at the school bus stop,
seeing ling.

I miss mornings waiting for ling,
and when Joanne came over to kachaio me.

I miss my morning toilet visits.

I miss kongrui telling me how much grief she had within.

I miss alison telling me how hard she'd prayed for her butt not to sweat during assembly.

I miss lessons with iris, esp during mr yeo's lessons!
we would crap and eat (:
and mr yeo never fails to call out our names.

I miss mr yeo's practical lessons.
He never fails to kachaio me.
And I always reply him " Don't disturb me luh,mr yeo"

I miss mr mark chan's funniness.
He always pop out out of nowhere and we started gossiping.

I miss shouting "si suhan!" all the way from the 4th level.
and whenever I rebut that she should respect me as a senior,
she always stone for 2 sec and scold me "sin de ya!" >.<

I miss the after school hours.

I miss the passageway to compass.

I miss hovering around at pizza hut and complained to ling how bad my day is.

I miss my clique (usually grace,denise,jieli and zhimin) knocking at the pizzahut window,
just to say "hellO"

OH YES, how could I?
I miss RECESS TIME!
this is the time whereby my clique and I would chiong for it! (:

lol.

school's starting in less than a month time.
I had a bad feeling about it.
was it because I'd always been eargerly anticipating for sch reopening ever since Jan,
that the feeling just dies off?
or was it because that I'm afraid, the new environment and the unfriendly freaks?

I miss daddy.

SOON.

2009-03-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

I wanted to put up a poll.
then again, I shall not go with the flow.

Cookies baking turned out oh so well today! :D
NO WASTAGE! NOT AT ALL! (: (:

doing dtd sales tmr again.
my back is aching again.

I'd come up with my 5 choices, have you?

with you(:

2009-03-24T21:34:00.000-07:00

OMG.
to think I scanned these pictures for idk how many decades ago,
and I DIDN'T POST IT.

posed photo.

we didn't know he would take this -__-"

it's freezing, we don't know what to come up with.lol

last shot(: we did it!

anyway, business is kinda...
good or bad, idk.
but at least, I know we offered the best customer service! (:

tmr I would be rushing out orders with ling(:
I hope our cookies turn out fine.

L to the O to the V to the E.

2009-03-24T16:47:00.000-07:00

Hello LOVE,
you are sleeping right now.
guess you're tired or maybe its the rainy weather.
I miss you): can't wait to see you tomorrow!
having you with me is the best damn thing(:
Okay, I am going to see charms now.
Till you wake up and see this :D
I love you(:

I miss your voice. your warmth. (:

IJ(:

2009-03-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

went back to school to get my SGC.like FINALLY.
(be it to those who had seen my msg or not)
attention to all 4D peeps (except kong rui) and you sjc-ians,
pls collect your SGC by TMR!! amendments are to be made by TMR!!!

and and I bought sausages from the malay stall auntie!!

muahahhaa.

jealous or not.

I kinda miss the good old days back in my IJ uniform...

after which, bus-ed down to compass.
bought food and treats for mango and apple! (:
I must say, they are really blessed to be in this family ok.
napped at ling's hse and off to work.

We did door to door sales today, again.
ahlamak.i think im getting fatter.lol.
okay,back to work.
so if you happen to have any experience in dtd sales,
you would know that starting from the top level is a smart move.
hence, we practically took the lift all the way up to the highest level of the hdb,
and started doing sales.
dogs barking,
ling looking into the lift mirror every 1 time out of 3 levels down.lol

on a lighter note,
i love dtd sales(:
it puts my reaction time and public speaking skills into test.

crazy, i know.

muahahha,im tired.

tmr? telemarketing.omg.

god bless-

flightless bird.

2009-03-21T21:26:00.000-07:00

I lOVE MY TBS SHIRT!(:

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

dead beat.

2009-03-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

ystd was clique outing(:
so gave badminton session a miss and headed down to downtown east(:
so go downtown..
where everthing's waiting for you..
ate at sakura!
NO NICE.downgraded so much you know.
haiz..

ON A LIGHTER NOTE;

Our clique members are getting lesser and lesser...
haiz.

my fav(:

THEY DON'T CLEAR OUR PLATES AT ALL.
LUCKILY WE DIDN'T HAVE TO PAY FOR THEIR SERVICE >.<

pathetic.dont think sick.

cheesezzzzz!

cold storage shopping(:
LOL. shiok.

had dinner at pizza hut(:
and off we go!

today, we were supposed to head for town.
eventually, we ended up doing door to door sales..
tiring mann, plus my leg was already that worn out ystd.
haven't fully recover and we walked alot today.
okay, Im being gu-niang,but whatever.
at least, this uncle is so super duber nice(:
he bought item from us(: yay!
I still think it's out of sympathy. lol.

I'm super tired now.
Just send ling back and finally remembered to return my library books.
and FINALLY REMEMBERED that i've got COMPULSORY forms haven't send in.
ahh, i hope im successfully done with enrolment and all mann.
the last thing on my check list should be purchasing of a notebook.

ystd, my dad pangsei me.
today, I did the same thing to him.
lol, I need a notebook mann.
to settle my software installation appt.omg.

and this is what you do when you're bored(:

UPDATE!UPDATE!

2009-03-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

clique(: - w/o denise and cao shuang.

Bored while waiting for clique...

at cafe cartel...

Preparing Our Surprise...

royal bestfriend (:

in the end,

Juliana decided to lend a helping hand..

cake sharing..
share the love.share the love.

and this was what happened beforehand..

the one that made us laughed n shrieked!

earlier on..

cut.

cutting.

still cutting..lol

flower 4.hahaha!

okay, we know..

it's her 17th celebration(:

leaving it aside..

it's ..

FOOD TIME!

shi wu de yue liang~

zm!

aww(: at least she smiled at the cam(:

looking good.
upside down..

for your info,
im sandwiched in between the both of them -__-"

that sums up..

Your day! (:

I spent the last 1 hr 15 min posting.
first trial, all the photos got messed up.
second trial, blogger died on me.
last trial, im here blogging.lol.

okay, these days been great!
and ever heard of the recent IT fair?
sucks.crowds and more crowds.
other than that, good(:
photos' up next time(:

roar

2009-02-28T20:32:00.000-08:00

alrights, im not going to do recap.
let's move on.

today, being oh so free because my dad is still busy at work..
I'd decided and set a goal of reading all 3 books borrowed from the library last Fri (:
yes,I've got the urge to read.
I feel like digging out all my textbooks and read through all my contents..
all over again!
and even though I did horribly for chinese,
I had no intention of reading my chi book.

my mum complained that her potato chip is gone.LOL.
I miss 'potato chips'.. (:

I'm still trying to convince myself that you're driven into this state,
due to circumstances.

today.

2009-02-25T20:13:00.000-08:00

can someone tell me why is everyone having medical check up? O.O
even mel called me ystd to CONFIRM if we were exempt from it.OMG.
and now, I am doubting it. or maybe not.

anyway, im waiting for ling ling long bell ( I just thought of it, ops) to come.
cut hair, slack slack, then continue with charms?
or simply just go run 3 rounds around my estate.lol.

mummy's going to stay away from home for 2 days, starting from tmr morning.
which means, meals on our own.

okay, gtg.
ling ling long bell came! (:
and she's reading this! OMG.

John 3:16

2009-02-23T20:56:00.000-08:00

CLIQUE 10-1 today!! ):
CS left abroad this very morning,
I guess her fun and laughter with us will always be remembered...
anyway, here's a quick update on our farewell party at ktv last sat!
Clique, help yourself to the pic!(:
Ju, send me more pic! hahaha(:

the 'royal queen' (:

I shall named this "hahahah!" (:

ZM's niang zi..lol.

screw blogger, I couldnt upload some other photos..
anyway, GRACE TAN LIN LI FINISHED THE WHOLE JUG (JAR) !!! (:

We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun..
that very night, we sang songs which we like..
songs which root for our friendship..
songs which made grace teared..
and songs, we enjoyed(;

we might not be the most united clique,
but we certainly treasure the moments..
together, for the past 4 years.
cheers!

YESTERDAY!!!

now who says roses are red,
violets are blue...

Our very first surprise...

so after breakfast at superdog,
and much laughter at vm...

we went to ' camp' at our fav spot..the siloso beach!!
I cant wait for 2010 and today, we DO NOT NEED the map of sentosa..

bestfriend's bday is on the 29th feb..aww (:

initially, our tent is like scorching hot :S
I tried to get a fan, but can't ):
so bought ben and jerry's choc brownie fudge! yay(:

watched sunset. it was awesome(:

dawn falls..
at night, it was nothing but nice music from the resort and star gazing(:
ufo and...

bestman balloon!!haha!

late night supper at pizza hut and off we go!(:

today, my uncle's sis passed away.
may she rest in peace.
she died so young.
she died as a single.
but she live with God above, forever.

I thought we should really treasure the ones around us,
because some things are really beyond our control
and life's unpredictable, agree?

care if you need to,
love when you want to,
scream at someone when you ought to..
but give him/ her a hug after which,
or hatred and guilt will haunt you.

ling is love-

blogging-

2009-02-15T04:25:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY 12th!

Managed to wake up after what seemed like a few winks of sleep to me..
bus-ed down to yck ( which is near searangoon that side and not mine-__-")
and collected my customer's flowers.
bus-ed back, bus driver made us pay adult fare-__-"
flashed out my student pass, and he's speechless.lol.

back home, got all the preparation of goods ready.
ling made nice box box!(:
after which ,
we started trimming, cutting and wrapping flowers!
nice one considered it's our FIRST ATTEMPT!

met W at hougang station(:
her friend is so funny luh.
trained down to clarke quay after which.
central and met zz(: bk-ed. mrs khoo's(:
FACEBOOK! haha ( inside joke)

FRIDAY 13th!

overslept, or rather couldn't wake up after 10 snoozes-___-"
ling went to meet C.
met her after which and bought ingredients from cold storage.
off to my val feast(: muahahaha.

it's nice and the sweetest meal ever!yay! I LOVE YOU(:

catch a short nap.
reluctantly, we got out of our warm bed and off to paris ris.
met K and I cannot face reality.

roamed arnd and off to cp.
ate dinner and shopped for last min val stuff(:

SATURDAY 14th!

happy V DAY(:
trained to cck and da bian.haha.
headed down to jurong sports complex and yes! swimming(:
arnd evening, went cwp, LOTSA PPL WENT CRASHING DOWN CWP-___-"
roamed arnd 1 hour plus and can't even find a nice place to eat.
in the end, we went library's cafe to eat.
OURS IS THE LAST ORDER.
hahah! not that bad, and we ate like some hungry ghosts X)
shopped and home-d.

I do not have pic with me yet, so yup, that's about all.

SUNDAY 15th!

I finally get to sleep to my own will(:
it's my rest day! yayness!
I did almost 80 % of ling's present and I'm still working on sun(:
okay, i'm bored of blogging.
so much things to say but no mood.haha!

tadah-

g-double-o-d j-o-b!

2009-02-11T08:01:00.001-08:00

never fails to make me smile(:
things she does made me laugh(:
(inside joke)

for a moment, I thought I was acting childish.
been so fucked up for the past few days..
seriously, I think starting a business is not easy!
but like what dad had said : " gaining one customer is not as easy as losing one "
and for this, I endured.

nevertheless, miracles do happens and I'm quite happy with the sales results(:
sleepless nights..
worries..
anger...
frustration..
fun...
laughter..
happiness..
and most importantly, SATISFACTION!
not a huge sum after capital deduction and all, but still, I'm happy(:

things don't turn out well initially.
no customers.no nothing.
then orders came in after mango pee-ed.
but no stocks nor flowers in.
worries and anxiety,
customers' scoldings are not in need.
oh heavenly father high up above, I prayed.
then things turned out oh so well and yay!

okay, sounds so poetic. -___-"
short and sweet, summarized my week.haha!

HAPPY(:

2009-02-07T20:52:00.000-08:00

THIS IS THE FAT VERSION MANGO.
WARNING: DO NOT EAT TOO MUCH.
but mango bring us some luck mann.lol.
here's the story;
last night while ling is trying to take mango out to the living room,
mango pee-ed on her hand.eek.
bu then again, we received quite a few replys for orders!
yayness! (: amen-

Here are some late photos updates!
I love my top(:

bored in the train-
haha.

ahlamak, im so excited luh, yet afraid at the same time...
I hope things would turn out well...
I pray mann.
time's running out,
and valentines' just round the corner.
great :X

button

2009-02-07T07:13:00.000-08:00

watched this with ling today!
we managed to overcome the long queue by entertaining each other with silly stuffs like:
award of serenity not! lol.
we did not get the back seat coz tickets are selling fast!
in the end, it doesnt even seem to be full house -___-"
i shall give it a rating of 2.75 out of 5 stars.lol.
it's more of the duration of the show dragging longer and longer,
so much so that there are some ppl sitting in the front row started throwing shoes and picking up after which for i dont know how many times. funny arent they?
so boring. and the ending kind of expected uh. b.button just died.as expected.

if you were to ask me, i prefer this! (:
4.5 out of 5 stars!(: (:

so we went to grab a bite at terra cafe ( scam )
walk walk shop shop talk talk.
and at night, it was shopping time! (:
we bought shoes from m phosis and ling's monokini too! haha! push up(:

seriously, i haD BEEN a shop-holic these days,
i went bugis shopping with joanna just the other day(wed) and i spent a lot.
but that ah p guy was funny.lol.

yesterday, my bro's net group came crushing over at my place.
ling and I went shopping real early in the morning with mummy just to get some stuffs.
seriously, mummy should be less " excited " about it.lol.
so while she's cooking, ling and i spent quality time(: IM NOT MONSTER J. ( inside joke)
i think my bro's net friends are funny. but when it comes to prayer, they're damn serious!
so they left my place at about 11? and i helped to clear up the mess k, im nice(:

thurs, wanted to go punggol end to give mango a free bath.
but it turns out that the place was DENGUE FEVER SPOT ALERT.lol.
and the stench from the dirty sea, cannot tahan mann.
seriously, i only havent been there for 6 mths and it became LIKE THAT.
more trees growing arnd also.

other than that, i think i spent most of my time doing cny visting and all.
i shall not talk about that coz it's way too long and bleh, lazy luh.

till im free again~

FEB on the way..

2009-01-24T20:21:00.000-08:00

24th JAN
alrights, wonder why I've got the time to blog?
simply because both my mum and bro are sound asleep
WHEN IN THE FIRST PLACE, THEY WOKE ME UP -___-"

so while waiting for the spring cleaning to start and all,
I decided to update(: (:

23rd JAN
ling and I went to catch the movie love matters ystd at j8.
ahlamak, we got SCAM -___-"
they cut off I dont know how many scenes and personally,
i think the rating changed too -___-"
except for a few funny scenes, we dont even know what this show is about.
and i swear, im not going to watch anymore chi movies for the next 2 months.
( hello, I only support jack neo's luh....but...)

after j8-ed, went braddle to check things out.
NOTHING, and we bought dinner home to eat.lol.
photos with ling(:

clique 10 w/o : zz,denise,cs and kr(:

22nd JAN

morning, headed down to ling's house and fly kite.
walau, no wind ): and we just eat, slacked and play with mango(:
got my cushion cover changed thereafter and trained to chinatown.

hub was the earliest and zm and I boarded the same train!(:
ju then grace. and we roamed arnd....
steamboat turned out to be eating at central.lol.
hang out at zz's workplace. no, oppt to be exact:X
seriously, im amazed by the hard work put in in making those sticky candies O.O
so we slack slack, chat chat and camwhored(:

down to ps to meet grace's parents!
aww, aunty actually remembered me after so many years...lol.
and she mistaken ju as dan huang.HAHA!
wanted to catch a movie but in the end, we rock the arcade off!
so funny luh and wraped things up arnd 10(:

okay, let's just skipped day 21st and 20th since I do not have the pic with me(:

19th JAN
it's a sunny yello banana day!
vivo-ed with ling(:
we shopped for mango's toys and all(:
bought some snacks and her usual 5 packets ( turned out to be only 3) of patata chips!
haha and headed over to sentosa~~~~~

" my leg..."

hahah(:

mango having fun playing with sand/ burrowing too(:

that's us(: (:

we spent the entire day at the beach(;
and sentosa cove's struture is out! yay!
there isnt alot of ppl since ( we forgot) it's a SCHOOL DAY CUM WORK DAY.haha
only tourists ( pathetic few)..
and there's this group of china ppl came up to us and were amazed by mango's moves.lol.

alrights, off to spring cleaning(:

first call.

2009-01-15T06:25:00.000-08:00

okay,let's start from last night.
I got a surprise call from meixi!(:
she's my bestfriend back in nvps!!
alrights, anyway here it is...

M: WHAT?! you're going poly! freaking hell cant believe what happened to you!OMG! I cant imagine what you'll be like 3 years later!

C: what luh, poly life is so interesting okay! tsktsk. im heading for business!

M: WHAT?! businessmen/women very cunning! later you kana cheated!

C: -___-" ( silence)

and so on.

so we argued over jc / poly for 1 hour plus.
she's trying to psycho me into going jc, while im doing the same thing to her too!
she's super sad and said we would have no common thing to talk about in the near future):

anyway, she started scolding me for not contacting her for the past 2 years.
i just realised that she changed her no. and used her MUM'S NO. instead!so funny.
14th Jan 2012(: it's a pact.

TODAY, I DID NOT TAKE AFTERNOON NAP AT ALL.
im so proud of myself!
I packed my room, still not done yet.

dinnered with ching and family.
it's at this super ulu place but the food is sure good and nice!(:
headed down to sembawang park after which.
it's like super cold and windy, you know the sea breeze and all.
any idea how much I hated cats?! walau.

so now im home blogging and my bro's irritating me with clothing and all.
he said he's helping me to get ber.let's just wait and see.
but on a second thought, I see some changes in him recently.
considering the fact that he actually pull the chair out for me to sit in this evening,
serving us with food and all when he's just 13.
i think he'd grown up, quite a bit.

tmr im going to meet ling and rock the day out(:
i hope i get the airbrush tattoo job at sentosa this sunday!
good pay,nice place and should be able to get myself tanned too(:
yay!

RANT.

2009-01-13T20:45:00.000-08:00

10! we deserve(:

I guess the ppl arnd me would be thinking real hard and racking their brains towards filling up the 12 choices in that jae form A right now/these days!(good for those who had alrd submitted)
screw them, 12 choices.right.
and after all you would only be studying ONE COURSE.
i was complaining to ling last night that why couldnt we study all 3 courses in 3 diff yrs.
after all, im making full use of the 3 years and learning what I LIKE.
she then shoot me with : " how to finish one dip in one year?"
" im a fast learner" was my ans. -___-"

anyway, i doubt im gonna fill all 12. it's alrd getting way out of business!
i must say, i dont feel the slightest happiness or sadness over my results.
i feel nothing.empty.weird.
they said my results were good?
but i cant believe i screwed hmt.I CANNOT.
sore loser,i know. but i'll get over it.soon, not now.
and things turn out well for sub which im not good at(:
things screwed up for sub i think im good at); so funny.
and that for chem, i deserve it.
come to think of it, i did real hardcore studying for my chem.
like throughout the whole O' level preparations, chem is what im really focusing on.
no maths, no humans. phy abit. but CHEM.all the way.
so, i deserve that.
shoppping, i deserve that.
alrights, no more complains.contented shall be the word.

on a lighter note, bday celebration with my mum turns out pretty well(:
oh well, at least she's happy and shopped till dawn(:
movie was on me and YES MAN! it was stupid but comedy.

I'm currently summing up my mails and job applications.
doing up my course listing and waiting for ling to come.
we're doing some cny shoppings later(:
this year, neither of us actually has the slightest cny mood.
was it the enconomy...
was it the society...
was it the fast paced life we're living in..
or was it just us?

lovely(:

2009-01-10T18:38:00.000-08:00

i wonder if i can still fit into my IJ uni...

alrights, life's been great and im oh so geared up!(:

i had a quick check at my schedule and i realised 3/4 of the time im thinking of ways to earn money! it's that kind of urge, the eargerness... like you have to do step 1 in order to proceed to step 2 yea?and I so dont like it to use my parents' money,esp that from my dad.
unfortunately or fortunately, most of the time, it's true.
so i got hooked up at sites like jobstreet, st701,daily job hunter, monster.com and yadah.
i started my own small business with ling too!
we had a blogshop selling all sorts of random stuffs.
from clothes to toys of children' fav choice.
from storybooks to idol's merchandises.lol.

then, we started a business of choc and cookies selling.
we spent 3/4 of weeks for planning, packaging and choc flavouring testing.
of course, the first customer would always be your family or someone related.lol.
then we earned 102 bucks! ( includes our cp k)
my bro is another one, he helped to promote and who knows, the choc is still inside the fridge, nicely packed.and im so scared of eating choc by now.
NOT that our choc not nice but i tasted so many of them before sales :S
so ppl, if you want some orders or
for more enquries, pls feel free to call me(:

shopping, hanging arnd, movies and yes! money-making!(:
and I just realised that earning money to prove oneself is not everything.
so business was slowed down but still on-going. lessen my time on sites for job search coz it's not once,but twice that ling threatened to confiscate my notebook :X but it's okay, no hard feelings(:

i (had already decided) decided to go on diet since end of O's but it didnt succeed.lol.
shall try harder.
oh, i havent finish reading one book for the past months-___-"

on a lighter note, my dad bought a new plasma tv which my mum complains about the graphite.
im making a list of names and this is to be DONE BY TODAY!(:
going to far east later to meet ling(:
i got my hair spray and i hope it works tmr(:

whats in here.

2008-12-20T19:43:00.000-08:00

x'mas baby.

date check: 21st dec 08.
today im going to finish up x'mas present, buy stuffs and continue to put up with that monster!
argh.she's sucha sore loser can.and a real liar.
but never mind, i shall MMOB.

tmr i'll be doing choc! not exactly very exciting coz suddenly,
just suddenly, i got this fear.........
that everything would screw up big time?
it's like we'll be making 100 choc at one go + packaging.ahhh.
okay, i shall be more positive about it(: since the first few 8 taste kinda good(;

anyway, these days been real busy and good.
just this week alone, i did some catching up, hanging out and shopping(:
i think im heading back to work soon, sian big time.lol.
maybe this time round, i would like to try something new...

the longest time.

2008-12-03T05:05:00.000-08:00

date check: ITS BEEN A LONGGGGG TIME
SINCE I LAST BLOGGED!

it's the 3RD!
and i had a fulfilling and exciting nov break-through!(:
my phone is with ling-__-" kuku me, LIKE AGAIN.
work ended super early today, dont know whether it's a good or bad thing?lol.
gosh, x'mas is nearing and IM WORRIED.
i havent touch on any and my weekends are that precious to me(:
im seeing hub this sat!!(: we got lotsa catching up to do.

alrights, no photos uploaded yet = no mood for updates.

but here's an overview!
hahaha, cannot see a thing right.but i think my elmo schedule is cool.
and i love drawing and writing on it! thanks cucumber(:
and here's a little something from 180...

and again :X

2008-09-08T23:49:00.000-07:00

Ling here, again(:
I just watched crayon! shhh:X
and i'm counting down again, few more hours.
it's never enough(:
smiley is smiling!(:
- oh the love.

Invaded, again(:

2008-09-08T19:34:00.000-07:00

SAY HELLO TO HUMONGOUS SMILEY!(:

Leng is now on her way home.

I miss her.

Trip to _________ last friday was yayness(:

guess where! x)

managed to get myself tanned. abit. -___-"
but I've still got the two lines on my leg. HOW):
BBQ in the middle of nowhere was quite a successful one
except there wasn't enough charcoal and ants kept surrounding us
other than that, its :D :D :D :D :D and more :D
At night we played sparkle sparkle!(:
pretty prettyyyy~
xoxo.
<3

- my eye is very itchy.

3 sig fig!!!!!

2008-08-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

I AM SO GONNA SLAP MYSELF

if i were to make the same mistake again,
and he just made it worse by telling me how far i cld achieve with that bloody final ans.
yes,concept's there.yes.thanks for the faith in me.
and she just made it worse by writing a whole chunk of encouragement,telling me that she believes in me.

ling just went home, i miss her ):
i made her cry again, even though she said im not at fault...
mann oh mann):

i hate it when one's feeling stress,
and now, im doubting my ability to cope with it.
after all, only the winner stays.

Invaded, shh(:

2008-08-11T16:18:00.000-07:00

Leng, you are loved(:

Truly madly deeply.

You, my greatest gift from heaven(:

Alright, off I go :D

080808(:

2008-08-09T01:36:00.000-07:00

HOTTA day was great!

BEST OF THE BEST!

you're the best damn thing, ling(:

exchange gifts was great!
i love my prezzie(: yay!
it's this hand-made craft, even the LENG box was hand-made(: (:

lunch-ed at ps.ling's treat(:
cc. food's good, service's bad.
but we end off our lunch with LOL.
walk-ed arnd the mall and laughed at practically everything we saw!
saw m and j, LOL.

headed off to msq.
and i swear, we were simply too engrossed in our convo.
we ended up taking the wrong side of train 2 times-__-"
praise the lord.
and we laughed(:
shopped ard citylink beforehand.

got ling her new hp pouch(: bestfren got a new bedroom!haha.
we decided to try our luck on that prize winning machine after which(:
didnt manage to get the big mickey but we caught 2 mickey and minnie!(:
lucky us!

we bought shades(:
it's damn funny luh.hahahahahha
i told ling that i wanna buy it and she dont believe that i've got enough cash in hand,
since we had already spent quite a lot beforehand X)
i gave the shades to the shopkeeper, and ling was shocked O.O
i asked her to choose a pair for herself too and i said, 'IM REALLY GONNA GET THEM'
while the shopkeeper was cleaning our newly shades for us,
i grab ling's hand and ask her to run.
she UH me, and i said JUST KIDDING luh.
believe it and you'll see it.
think that you've got money, and you will be rich(:

esplanade was great, there's this angklung performance by NJC.
we waited for bout 30 sec and realised it's soundcheck time.
oh my mama, if you get what i mean (:

went out and took lotsa pic(:
had ling's candy floss and my sweet corn along the way(:

train-ed back.and ling was sucha sleepyhead ):
she cabbed home and i started clearing my table.
photos with ling, how sad.
i want my phone back):

oh yes, 2 days ago...
daddy called and said that my share of money is with bro.
i thanked him out of gratitude.
and he laughed >.<
i wanted very much to tell him that;
' hey dad, some things money cant buy..'
like you.

today, went out with mum early in the morning(:
bought a 'piece of paper' (which can be definitely easily found in dad's office) with 50 bucks ):
so sad. but mum's nice(: she said WE WERE LUCKY(:
now i realised, without money, you cant buy anything.
HOW IRONIC.

shopping was after which.
mummy bought me 3 books today! yayness!(:
im gonna read them later, muahahhaa.
i saw this shorts to my liking, but not of my size);
other outlets dont have the stock either ):
mummy was so into national day that she shopped for red and white tees...
and she bought 2 I LOVE SINGAPORE tees (: lol.
so cute, you know she bought 2 so that she can buy an extra NDP 08 bag(:
dont have my size for the tee, and she asked me not to be sad-__-"

ahh, lazy to update.
im off, photos up next time(:

now and forever;

2008-07-07T21:16:00.000-07:00

i hurt you once, just a day before korea trip 07.
and now, this shall be the very last one.
no more tears, i promised.

mum's cousin came from KL to s'pore last sat.
they had a welcoming party at changi.
i finished all of my work in one day(:

ling came over on sun.
i dont wanna lose this companion of mine.
the one who plays with me.
the one who works together with me.
the one who always play with my mum and tried very hard to give her a 'scare'(;
the one who always never fails to stand by me...

i dont like the feeling of us spending practically the whole day, from morning till late night...
doing work, laughing, eating ice cream while doing chem, (with her being 'scolded' by mum) lol

and her leaving home afterwhich );
i miss her.

as for today, grands and mum's cousin came over.
they talked talked talked,
and hey, i understand dialects, just that i dont know how to speak luh -___-"
bro went for Y-hope bbq. i think is wei's church if im not wrong.
i havent been talking to her, lol.
she thinks bro is handsome too -__-"
hello, it runs in the genes(:
and me? i've got plans after blogging(:

till the day when my fingers chanced upon these keys..

damn you.

2008-07-02T05:37:00.000-07:00

i was very pissed over my FAMOUS TORTOISE just now.
fuming mad.

was it me or just her?

i think stress' been catching up.

i havent been sleeping, and this weekend, goes without saying.

doodle

2008-06-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

the thought of her just make me wanna flare up -___-"
it's not as if she got smth against me,
but i just cant stand the way she MADE us think the way she did!
and she better dont, otherwise, i would go on a strike.lol.
im so glad im not born in that family, amen-

i guess stress' been catching up, so does it applies to everyone arnd me.
i tend to get all pissed with things that are of really disgust.
bad attitudes of ppl, just some silly comments and more.

daddy hasn't been calling me, i hope things are good anyway.

i just woke up from my long 2 hours sleep(:
isnt that wonderful?aww, i like it...
okay, it might seem that pathetic to you but these hours are the greatest gift ever(:
you will know what i mean if you havent been sleeping well and enough for quite some time(:

im really scared, and im tired of putting up a strong front.
yes, im working hard.
towards my goal and my future~
having high expectations of myself,
does that mean im gonna fall real hard when i failed to meet them?
mrs ong talked about the statistics thing today,
good,it just make things worse. its the whole nation you're talking about-___-"
and a little care and concern from you wouldnt kills? ):

it's easy to battle with your emotions and feelings that hinder along the way,
stay positive, motivated and all just doesnt seem to work when you're tired.
i shall go find some time to read mrs lee's chill out(: haha!
im going ys tmr though, i hope it helps.

last time, i studied hard.
this time, i shall, i must and i AM studying smart.

present(:

2008-06-23T01:47:00.000-07:00

sch officially starts today.
i knew ling couldnt get out of bed luh,thats funny(:

time flies and sch ended.
our new time table is so much more relaxing except the bloc testing part(:
well, at least my bag is so much lighter for the next half of the year...
yaynes!

i still dont see the point of having HMT lessons during bloc testing period.
missing out all these tests, no make-up sessions and just go thr. some freako 1 week STRESS?!!
and i reckon the teachers would come up with some stay-back after sch thing,
and poof, there goes my own quite time-___-"
YOU JUST NEED A PASS AND AGG SCORE BELOW 20 TO DEDUCT THAT 2 BONUS PTS.
plus, i dont really think HMT bonus is of any use to me since i dont intend to go jc?
most importantly,im losing interest in chi.im a CBA?(:
and she actually commented on this particular pp,asking me why i got that low -___-"
well, i was 'amazed' by it too.
i didnt expect her to expect that much from me, not bad.

iris tay hui yi kept laughing at me -___-"
aiya,used to it.
bastard's coming back tmr(:

i think mr yeo is nice, the 2nd person after daddy(:

NOTE TO MYSELF:

i shall not laugh at polar bears for the next one week.
i shall not laugh at his drawings for the next 2 lessons.
okay, that shld be the limit(:

my way~

2008-06-20T19:21:00.000-07:00

i had my sleep last night(: wonderful(:
and when i woke up this morning,
i realised (to my horror) my fri midnight show had ended-___-"

can you spot the diff?!
(no photoshop,nothing)
poor ling~

my skin tone is now much way tan-er,but of unequal proportion O.O
and i cant show it here, censored.lol.
i suffered from sunburnt and mann, i looked like a red tomato,
esp when im wearing my m&ms red tee while typing this...
second round of swim day,cheers!

TIME FOR SOME SPLASH~

i had fun playing the tsunami (waves) !!!
it's like, raining raining, then waves waves!!
i wanted to go deeper but ling got hold of me and said:
YOU NEED TO LEAVE 20cm for your head.
aiyaya,but still...
i struggle my way there and i cant even see a thing nor a soul..
i just close my eyes and struggle there, way deeper..
lol.
and when my feet cant touch the ground,
i would cling on to ling:
BRING ME BACK to where i can reach!!!
so funny luh.
we drunk alot alot of water today!

she's scared of water though,
i believe you can overcome your fear ONE DAY!(:

our hairs are still wet luh(:

the lazy river was funny too!
it's that shallow...
and we had our squatting broad jump there~
hahaha!
ling kept wanting to float-___-"

we crawled into this hole thing.
and its damn cooling luh(:

ling tried that long twine-ny slides
she said she cant see a thing..
TOO FAST!
lol(:

me no shroom(:

we were that famished ( perhaps im the one) LOL.
we ordered THIS much! there's my fav curry zazzle. ling's fav hawaiian pizza. our fav honey chicken wings!(:
but that stupid take away pizza hut ruined the whole thing
and they got no spoon for us to eat baked rice-___-"
me: excuse me, may i have 2 spoons pls?
ph assist:sorry, we only have forks.
me: but.. we're eating baked rice?.........
ph assist: .........
Ph assist: you can try to get it from next door KFC (:
me: uh?
me and ling: ...........
-___________-"

and i ended up queuing up for my 2 spoons!ahh.

im not the only one...

tadah!

went chinese garden after which.
we're supposed to have some candi-ed taken.
but due to the hotta weather and we being OLD-ies..
lao pan-er and i decided to drop the idea of wandering about the WHOLE garden(:

we saw this (blank) dragaon!so scary luh.
and ling still wanna take photo with it :S
i hate crawlies, bascially all animals who know how to fly, crawl, etc.
except fishes(:

she's amazed by it O.O

came home, and we were dead beat...
ling got dinner ready and her cooking skill improved THIS MUCH(:
even though she cooked the noodles before cracking the eggs and all~
so we had dinner while watching tv~
bloated-

mum came home after which with lotsa food.
there's duck chicken rice ( i dont know how she got that), KFC chicken feast and the new twister or smth,tibits, many many other kinds of biscuits...ahhh.
ALL WENT INTO THE FRIDGE(:

sch hols ending in 1 1/2 days times,
but its okay(:

more than words~

2008-06-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

alrights, it's been long ever since i last blogged.
lots of happenings(:
hanging out,gatherings,church,going back to school for lessons and more!
shall not look back into the past, plus, i doubt i cld remember them that vividly except some:X

chem test was today.
i was studying at the bus stop this morning.
i admit that i didnt really study that hard this time round.

1. this test is so LAST MIN.
2. totally new chap.
3. only read through once.
4. did tys and o's pp though.

then there's this girl in her sportswear stood in front of me.
she got this sportswear which says,

there's no finishing line, JUST DO IT!

(:

the test was relatively easy after all.
chem lesson ended just like that.
ling's lasted till 1204pm.lol
i ate my lunch at rm and mugged.
things get rather productive and time flies(:
i cant believe i did that much today(:
went to sch for ling after which and we headed back to yishun.
had her lunch at np and we took a bus ride to my mum's fren's place.
met mum and bro after which.

WE HAD OUR HAIRS CUT TODAY!

we didnt join them at chongpang since we wanted to get home earlier for a rest(:
tv-ed,crap-ed,and proof, they got back with lotsa stuffs!

okay,im dead beat.
shall continue again(;

im not done with it!

2008-06-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

nat left today.

so met up with mel at orchard and we were both late(:
headed off to far east to shop for her phone sock.
she dont like the stuffs there and we couldnt find any either-___-"
and off to borders! i like the books and crafts stuff there(:
its that interesting and unique,just that some can be abit too ex...
we spent almost half of the day checking out stores in town!
my legs are that sour and useless ): hahahha!

Fuji Ice Palace(:

2008-06-09T08:51:00.000-07:00

aiya,that bastard just called and said she's leaving):
and tmr, is cancelled.
so sad right, so much so....
i'll miss her):

on a lighter note,
ling and i went ice skating today!(:
we're supposed to meet at 11am at woodlands.
then mum nearly blasted the whole hse with her gas stove-___-"
so scary luh, im glad we're both fine(:
had noodles and chiong for my train.
made ling jumped into my train,hao jing zhang!(inside joke)(:
i really didnt know jurong east is GREEN LINE-___-"
16 years of living....

headed off to jurong centre!
had breakfast-nearly-lunch at long johns!LOL.
chicken feast?its no nice,cheat our feelings):

then ling remembered that 1pm is resurfacing.
so we spent the next 1 hr plus ( since its only 12 plus) roaming arnd.
went to play arcade, aiya, no toy toy):
took neo prints!
hello, the very last time i had my chance upon this machine was 3 years ago-__-"
so had very funny poses,me being amazed by that fan and more!
deco deco,so funny.the timer stopped and i stone-d.lol
aiya,our deco not bad okay!
wanna see? dont want leh(:

time's up!went to purchase tickets(:

had our skates on and off we go~
ling had her first try out, so cute luh she.
dont even dare to relax,leg stiff stiff..
then want to chiong chiong at high speed in order not to fall-___-"
ling, thats because you havent learn how to stop?lol
but she's cute,we continued trying out for the next 2 hours(:
leg pain-edddd.but its awesomely fun!(:

i helped ling to record her smaller version of death note book today!
muahahahha~
so fun! long ah! (inside joke)

dropped by west mall.
walk-ed,talk-ed,laugh-ed over the slightest thing she does(:
had our hands on the various funny looking rings,earings,hairbands,etc...
ate pastamaina,spicy chicken,FINALLY!
roamed arnd the mall afterwhich(;

sent ling to her bus stop and met daddy and bro at sakae.
they dinner-ed and we talked for quite a while.
the queue outside is longgg uh.lol.
hopped by royal sports and got bro his puma jacket.
then off to sports link for his badminton shoes,aiya,he mafan luh him.
but bro's happy(: im happy(:
daddy's happy and he said he's blessed that he got us as his children during dinner(;
awww....
bought food and grocery home afterwhich.

im dead beat after a long dayyyy.
had phone chats with nat and mel.
and now,love(:

sundae~

2008-06-07T20:29:00.000-07:00

I SHALL NOT FEAR IT. I SHALL FACE IT.

its gonna be a long day today.
shall continue again.
im going out(:

she.

2008-06-07T06:05:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

watched prom night with ling.
its ahlamak, funny -___-"
ending sucks.
ling: *scratch head*
me: continue to laugh.

bro came back at night,kept mum worrying whole night-___-"
like finally,its been a week(:
i got my levis wallet from him(:
he said he regretted not buying me a pair of mickey mouse edition adidas shoes ):
haiyayayya(:

SATURDAY

ling came over with breakfast for my family this morning(:
headed off to do joanne's birthday gift(:
i think my contribution to the gift is erm erm,
aiya,shld be have luh.its the thought that counts(:

watched horror movie afterwhich,
its so confusing, i dont know what happened in the end till ling explained it to me-___-"
i still think thai horror movie is funny, not at all scary-___-"

spent the whole day together(:
WHEE~
and i remembered vividly that i asked her to bring back all her stuffs..
she said YES without hesitation,
and whats next?
her jacket, no now its mine, is left nicely on my chair-__-"
that sotong(:

bro went to church,just called back that he's going for movie.
i think he's got an exciting and fruitful life!
i wanna join in the fun, and that is, after O's -_______-"
YOU WAIT.

sent ling to np.
bought dinner and im now here blogging(:
i cant wait for next week!
its gonna be that exciting and more outings!(:
muahahhahaha~

it's the first time i see her cry.
it hurts me, more than ever.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJsVxHocHbs

haha!

2008-06-06T23:42:00.000-07:00

i wonder why couples fought over lost rings-___-"
yes, its the so called lover thing.
but so what if such a misfortune happened and you know time wldnt turn back?
wldnt treasuring the person itself seem more impt than that steel/brass thing?
i was laughing,while reading-___-"

currently, i got myself hooked into some home based business opportunities.
its easy money luh.
you do surveys for big companies, you get paid.
you do data forms organisation, you get paid.
you blog/write articles,you get paid.
its that ahlamak easy,i shall discuss it with daddy to get my card done(:

its the cheapest thrill to be able to earn for a living.
FOR NOW.

whee~

2008-06-05T18:58:00.000-07:00

every panda needs a panda~

so went to meet up with ling after her phy lesson today.
i had a hard time sleeping last night,
and yes, its still the mosq's fault these days ):
so i stayed up till arnd 730 am,tried all means to stop the itchy-ness,decided not to sleep.
wake ling up at 8am.and i cannot take it.
I WANNA SLEEP(:
STUPID MOSQ!/ ANTS? whatever that started this>.<

headed off to ps, intend to catch prom night.
haha,so funny~
rain rain and more rain.
saw mrs das at cathay,
ling's uniform luh-__-" and she said its because mrs das recognized me?!lol
malu-ed.

walk-ed.walk-ed.talk-ed.talk-ed.
and i burst out laughing whenever she started it again.
it was raining quite heavily,
came over my place for movie marathon(:

the headless hero is super lame and boring.
i guess thai horror movie are funny except shuttle(:
oh oh! and we smuggled jacknjill and prawn crackers on our way back!(:
so we started munching our way in the room(:
and we've got 2 keychains O.O
that lucky uh.its a package! (inside joke)
i think our keychains look like ling, and she said i always laughed at her :X
she brought home my prawn crackers accidentally );
aww...

then mum made us go out and get her medicine and buy food
we're that fast!(:
dinner-ed.tv-ed.sent that cartoon to her bus stop(:

bro's coming back today.1 week passed that fast!
i wonder if he had bought me some gifts(:

>.<

2008-06-03T21:06:00.000-07:00

love passed me her sweetness disease,
I KEPT HAVING MOSQ BITES all over.all day long):
ahhhh......
its itchy even if you didnt scratch it>___<

shall continue later, i cannot take it.

top secret...

2008-06-03T21:05:00.000-07:00

i had a HIGH FUN TIME ystd(:

so we set off in the morning,took a bus ride,and WALKED to downtown(:
okay,not a very long walk,but i gu-niang,cannot take the heat from the sun-___-"

so smart me me suggested to take a d-tour to downtown east in hope to avoid the SUN-___-"
in the end, we ended up at E-hub and laughed our heads off throughout(:
like some kuku kia's FIRST TIME visit to www(:
oh oh, i still share what i'd brought on the bus ride,
suddenly remembered what mel had said about me back then-___-"
me no kid okay,im already 16++(:

so off to have breakfast, and i managed to have a chance on my curry sauce AGAIN(:
topping up my FUNkey was funny,very very funny(:LOL.
we spent idk how long to figure out how to use the machine,
and with ppl queuing behind us, we realised we need an atm card for that machine-___-"
woa,so much so for commenting those ppl queuing up at the top up card station:C

went to get a locker to deposit our stuffs.
so funny,suaku kia(:
aiya,my dad was the one who do such procedure in th e past k.
how the hell wld i know how to operate the machine-like locker-___-"

then off to the water!(:
we had our try on almost all the facilities(:
those kiddy rides,shiok river like how sealions are being viewed from glass panel,
the tsunami which kept eroding both ling and my butts,the family family play thing,
the massage oh so filled with ppl pool and many more!
i still didnt manage to play the handphone S thing(forgot how to spell luh), but the thought of ling drinking idk how many litres of water and her googles, with her life jacket style is enough(:
she went like " i didnt bring my bottle today since i would most prob be drinking water from pool today" right at the beginning.HAHAHAH(:

went pastamania after much debates on the food im allowed to eat(:
had my pasta, and mel called.
so we talked talked,text text.
and ling came over my place afterwhich.
we watched tv,sleep, and off she went home):

it was that late by then,
how i wish she was my neighbour back then...

afterwhich, i was dead beat.
did phy i guess.while she went on with her maths on the other side of singapore.
watched some lame drama series.
and i forgot what time i ended up in lalaland-___-"

part of me~

2008-06-01T01:05:00.000-07:00

i think she can draws(:

i had a very random dream last night.
i dreamt that i went over to zhenzhi place and we watched mjackson's review tgt(:
then she got me spicy balls and showed me some drawings of hers~
okay,back to where i'd stopped.
mjackson apparently looks that scary and he was screaming away.
he was being maligned and sent to hell-___-"
like woa, i so know what happened.
he shouted and cried that he was innocence, saying ppl were bias.
right, weird dream.

but im getting more and more into him these days, i dont know why.

on a lighter note, im amazed by my speed and accuracy that'd come back after idk how long(:
for the past 1 wk, my brain is processing that slowwww..
i cant even do simple sums....
theres revision to start, and i reckon im oh so behind time-___-"
oh, and i had cleverly left my phy tys in sch.
clap clap.
i've got another book, i guess that wld do the trick before ling go back to sch and get it for me(:
im almost,or perhaps done with my hols hw(:
thats like an achievement,since geog alone kills.so lengthyyyyyy~
clap clap.
up till now, i still cant believe tt im actually touching on industrial world as a topic-___-"
im that into coastal and waves,yet,i've got to do human geog for the moment.
i read, and i tell myself:NO SLEEPING.NO SLACKING.I LOVE GEOGRAPHY.

it works people(:

im going www tmr!yayness(:

the good days~

2008-05-30T20:25:00.000-07:00

been going back sch for extra lessons these days.
afterwhich,ling came for me.
you wld always find us at cp getting food(:
ok,im the one(:
met mel and alison along the way~
my mates commented on my voice- sexy and manly?
doesnt go well with each other leh.

roamed arnd np.
was looking for a wallet,
i still think Mr.QOO bear suits her the best.
then of course, she started with her funny things again~
how on earth can you get a winnie the pooh that so much so resemble...
well,she did(:
laughed.coughed.laughed.

went to bank with mum.
ling got me all malu-ed with the daqiang thing.
and i supposed, the worst had come---the security laughed at me):
haiyayaya.
went kk afterwhich.
ling kept getting 'scolded' for her acts.so funny.
seriously,she's always up to smth.
even my mum finds her cartoon(:
back in cab, the uncle thought my mum had a boy and a girl.
that was, the joke of the day-___-"

ling never been to a hosp-___-"
and she's amazed by kkh mall(:
i think she's bias towards Mr.Bean.LOL.
so went ard this small park, and i started giving my 2 cents worth on those sculptures(:
i still strongly believe that my inference skill is that good(:
hahah!
we went to get dinner thereafter since bugis was not the in thing.
i managed to get myself hooked into some curry sauce and the process was FUNNY:X

it doesnt seem as if all these was ystd happpenings.
we'd been very much tgt these days.
work.play.crap.mugged.eat.sleep.
so much so that, it doesnt seem real?
or rather,its a want-it-more kinda thing(:

im eating potato gratin currently(:
mum still remembered its my fav.
bro came back some time in the morning,bath-ed and went out arnd 6am.-___-"
amazing race today,he said he's gonna win the 1st few attractive prizes.
right, i havent been seeing him for a long time.
longer than i see ling.

true love.

2008-05-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

I WANNA BE PINK IN HEALTH AGAIN! pls pray.

everything seemed to be that well till that dreadful mon noon.
its tough to put up a strong front.tiring too.

i was ill.very very ill.
the pain that i'd gone through was much more than what my medical record had stated.
you've no idea how much i hated life back then.
i couldnt eat nor sleep.
vomiting,yet had to force myself to eat idk how many pills.
i throw up almost every night,couldnt sleep only till 2 days back.

then again, when you think that you're in the worst state ever.
life is like a living hell? unfair? sucks?
trust me, someone in some other part of the world is much worser.

true love is when your bro saw you vomiting in the toilet, he would pour you a cup of hot water.

true love is when you dont get to sleep, your mum neither.

true love is when you refused to eat those dumb pills in fear of vomiting again,your mum cried.

true love is when your dad manages to come all the way home for you at 2plus am, feed you with medicine,help you massage,listen to you whining,talk to you,yet goes back to work at 5am.

true love is when your love and friends text-ed you every now and then,just to make sure you're fine.

true love is when your love cried every night in desperate hope for your health.

true love, is what i treasure most(:

michael jackson-you're not alone.

today;

2008-05-14T07:00:00.000-07:00

i know what i want.
i am clear of what i want.

1) both ling and my name to be on ppt screen.

2) get a job/start a small business after O's

3) pick up a new skill like continue with maximizing my music talent?piano perhaps(:
no dancing,im already good at it.love practices it with me everyday(:

4)oversea trip(i've got alot of places in mind now)

i've got a whole chunk of things to blog about.
but nat just disturbed my thoughts with her oh so funny "im gonna be a nun"(:
and her room for improvement chi....

Last day;

2008-05-09T06:50:00.000-07:00

TU....

BAO BAO...

NUMBER 1!(:

i did all i could.but i can do it even better.
i see the vision, and ling LAUGHED OUT LOUD-____-"
just a gentle reminder,
you'd already deprived yourself from my FREEDOM OF CHOICE for you!
so you better believe it and work towards this vision of mine, TOGETHER WITH ME!

NO?

MUAHAHAHHAHAHA~

im going over my hse by the sea tmr(:
long long ago..
long long ago..

1st May~

2008-05-01T18:56:00.000-07:00

i miss(:

right,its labour day(:
mum bought lotsa food ystd to celebrate~
ling said its not surprising to find my hse filled with food-___-"
true(:
i dreamt of her,and we got into some serious trouble with her FT and yes, mine teacher.
so funny yet scary, she intruded my dream-___-"

so i guess it's gonna be yet another productive day(:
work hard,play hard~
im already planning for my hols trip(:
muahahahahha.
then again,exams ending in 1 wk time.
i hope im able to prove myself ,at least.
im working towards O's,my trip to Rome,and of course,ling(:

friday(:

2008-04-25T04:02:00.000-07:00

at ling's hse (: miserable
she is the flow...................
not the GIRL~

you said;

2008-04-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

bystanders-

right,somewhat fought over idk with nat the other day.
but things turn out fine(:
and you kuku, the pictures are DAMN FUNNY luh.
i wanted to copy and paste over here.
but then again, i wldnt want to be sue for copyright law-___-"

weekends gonna be over in a while time,
its already 2plus in the noon(:
im waiting for bro to come home so that we can go have our hair cut-___-"

im kinda scared, time is running out.
my concepts are somewhat there,
but when comes to application part, i still think i cannot make it):
at least, not to what i'd expected it to be? ):
papers,tys,papers,tys.
mann oh mann.

still, im moving on.
im proud of myself,productive days~

i'm so gonna go abroad after O's (:
daddy agreed too(: (: * thats the way, uh huh uh huh(:
US was what he suggested since my cousins are there.
no no no, i wanna go ROME(:
or perhaps, wakaya with love~

im meeting ling for dinner(:

lingers~

2008-04-18T06:04:00.000-07:00

LAUGH OUT LOUD(:

PFT ystd was great(:
no muscle ache(:
ling's eyes got SO BIG when comes to ice-screamm....
muahahah.

and i did maths and chem afterwhich.
i was totally worn out.totally.

today was like a total live RUSH HOUR movie-___-"
mann, i dreaded it this MUCH whenever my stuff got all messy...
with papers here and there;all over-____-"

but after recess was a total drastic OKAY(:
and that cartoon ling just cant stop making me laugh,
no,smile at her you-know-what(:

thanks grace,you're the greatest(:

screening wasn't that bad.
stockpiling was fun(:

i miss ling.

disgusted;

2008-04-15T05:32:00.000-07:00

i wish time hasn't change the slightest you.
i wish i still have the slightest patience and ever forgiving heart to put up with you.
i wish,
oh lord,pull me through.

its my day(:

2008-04-13T06:45:00.001-07:00

my 16th birthday is not of a glorious and grand one.
yet, that love of mine just made things right(:

i got this gigantic candle(:
and love bought me cheesecake from sb afterwhich(:
everything seem to go wrong yet love just made things right(:
the lighter which was bought earlier by her went leaking;hence...

the disappointment on her face just triggered off those tears of mine-__-"
time flies,it's seriously how amazing how we got into each other lives.
love's present for me was priceless(:
i realised i wasn't the perfect 10 in her after all.
i'm sorry for the inflicted pain,
sorry for not feeling how you feel at times,
sorry for not knowing you earlier and save you from all misery and fear that you'd suffered):

love is the greatest gift from heaven. i realised i tend to tear when im with her. be it out of happiness or whatsoever. my mum's been that weak. i'd been strong all these while.or rather,putting up a strong font. stress been catching up,tension aroused. i was suffocated with studies and i cant afford to allow any distraction.not at all. my mum? love was with me that morning,i thought,i just cried. love went home in place of me to bring my mum to doct, just to make sure everything else goes right and that i could concentrate with whatever commitment i had in school the other day. she never fails to encourage me and keep me on going while others put me down. love's endless care and concern were enough to keep me on going, and i love her,oh so much(:
i didnt cry for idk how long.like i'd already forgotten how it feels like.
until she came.
i realised,im a human being after all.

nat send me this ecard,so retarded but sweet luh(: like she's guilty and all over the late 12am msg in due to the fact that she slept. and bastard, cry no more(: dont always dwell on things that were in the past? move on,i will pull you along(:
ranjidha said she saved my birthday on her phone(: cindy, my lesduixiang, texted me(: she's supposed to be my FIRST gf when i turn you-know-what. that's funny,typical naive sec 1(: and there's shuying,sweetheart(:
a short msg does wonder(:

ystd was indeed thrilling and tiring celebrationg(: my midnight 12-12 celebration! so funny luh.we were all dead beat by 3plus. daddy(: bro got me a card.like for real. but its really sweet(: dont wanna talk about the content but yea(: mum got me a surprise party but i screwed her plan,as usual): im so sorry,but i love you all(:
haha,shall end here.someone's complaining-___-"

eyebags. says:
xiao jie
eyebags. says:
hao le ma
eyebags. says:
>
eyebags. says:
who deng dao wo yao shi le

eyebags. says:
i waited 32 mins alr
eyebags. says:
dear cynthia oh
eyebags. says:
i know today is your day
eyebags. says:
but dont need to zhen wo until like that right

LOL.

mugging~

2008-04-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

like ocean needs water.
like me need food(:

qing tian pi li.

i came across my bro's blog,and LOOK AT THIS:

AYO... sis birthday coming next wk i guess , too busy to even have time to shop for present 4 her,maybe this year be a more special 1 jus gave her a card will do haha ,should be i guess...i wonder why so many of my frens birthday all falls on april can...

tian ah.i thought he was just kidding this morning you know):
but aiya, i shall not be disappointed by that.coz i still believe...

good day~

just the day

2008-04-05T04:13:00.001-07:00

I AM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF!(:
muahahhaha.

i see your true colours.

(edited)

im currently talking to nat.
she's laughing at my everything-___-"
and she's sho cute luh,for being grossed out over ggr-_________-"
she said she's gonna a nun!
entertainment for the day~

in the midst.

2008-04-04T19:41:00.000-07:00

pragmatic?

these days been that tiring,mentally.
tension.worries.commitment.sadness.happiness.

that day, love went home in place of me.
and i just thank God for having her arnd(:
the slightest thing that made me smile.

i realised her url exists no more ):
ahlamak. there goes all my motivation stories and all ): ):

then again, in the midst of everything.
i thank God for everything.
my family,esp daddy who touches me the other day with just simple actions that he had done(:
he's that career-minded but still,
i cant deny the fact that i love him wholeheartedly.

bro been that understanding too(:
he got me this toy as an advance birthday gift-___-"
*i bet there's something much more luh :x
wait till the day comes,muahhahah.

oh mummy, i just so love you(:
you've got to be back in pinky health again!
and i just pray.have faith(:

and in the midst of going through all these,
love's presence certainly says it all(:

in school,i've got the lamest hub ever(:
with nat and my clique and haha,who knows what will happen next!

life aint that bad after all.
all grown up.

midnight movie with baby(:

2008-03-29T20:37:00.000-07:00

i think im influenced by ling without me even realising it-__-"
bro got me into eating this strawberry-jelly bean choc.
AND I FEEL LIKE DYING NOW.
like puke.like dizzy.like ahh,stomache(ok,i ate too much food,thats why).still
i dont think thats an excuse for not doing work:X

my bro chi is funny.he admitted too-___-"
like he wants me to do direct translation for his compo.
and i was uh uh uh?!
i've got to drill him with chi soon.
and the thought of me having that dumb translation competition in weeks time.
ahh,sian.but su han is going.i hope thats not a bad thing after all(:lol.

i've got work to do.as usual.
mugging aferwhich and next week onwards,im prepared for the worst.
sorry love, no time for you.dont);
i've got no time for myself either.

thats it.

if only you could tell me why.

2008-03-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

i failed half of my subs.
like woa.
first time.
totally contradicts my EPI.ha.
im so gonna get all the craps blah blah.
then they will go on calculating my remaining time and counting down to O's-___-"

bullshit.
i studied.
2 hrs travelling time.back and froth.
back home,rested and continued from it.
no tv.no com.no access to any media communication except a few texts here and there.
txt bk.guide book.self notes.tys.bullshit.
slept less,hang out less,spend lesser time with my loved ones.bullshit.
no weekends special.even my precious 5hrs sleep is nightmares about work-__-"
if you realised, yours truly used to sleep for 15hrs plus plus per day.bullshit.
3 whole months of bullshit.

studying hard.not smart?

im so gonna move on.so no worries.
dont give me the slightest sympathy coz i dont want it.
i've got to think of others who strive hard to live each day.

im gonna prove them wrong.
take in their crap and rubbish.
even when times my clique dont give a damn and add in more rubbish,
i will take it all and love them like how God did.

oh well.

today was yea.
after school was ac.
got the job of media and was busy and stressed up with handling of mics.
like you got to change mic for the diff characters while they change their scene here and there.
QUICK QUICK.NO FLAWS.MAKE SURE NOTHING GOES WRONG.lol
well,great experience.at least i learnt smth new(:

ac ended on the dot.6 o'clock.
im amazed O.o
then debrief and all.
and my job is the last-to-leave kind-__-"
wrapped up and met ling for dinner.
that cartoon,waited for me since 6 luh.ahlamak punctual):

i pray for my dearest family(:
i pray for the health of my royal besta,zhenzhi.
i pray for the one who cared,mrs lee,who never fails to make my day(:
i pray for motivation for my bastard, and credit her for her 10mins or so teaching(:
i pray for the best for my love(:

where's wakaya?

2008-03-21T07:35:00.001-07:00

it doesnt seem like somwhat a friday to me?
it's more of a weekend,a bonus one(:
mugged,napped,mugged.
that sums up the whole entire day-___-"

bro got me cookies from subway on his way back.
im supposed to say he's nice.but yea,he's nice luh(:
then mum went downstairs to get me this F4 huge mag.and said:
"dont stress okay,here's your boyfriends!"
haha,she's ahlamak cute(:

i think cfoong had somewhat the same mindset as me.
that's funny.like WOA.the hair theory.

i'm seeing my cartoon tmr.
thats sweet(:

God Fearing?

2008-03-21T00:30:00.000-07:00

saint.satan.
whats right.whats wrong.

life's been that hectic and all,
yet things turn out to be eventually just fine.

bro got back his report card ystd.
smart ass.and im oh so proud of him(:
straight As with only HMT and idk what being excluded-___-"
ahlamak him. with just textbooks and non-staple food well kept in locker>.<
then again,when study,isnt easy for them.
like they have to do double chi,syllubas for maths become a total chim-alogy at sec1.
it just depends on how you look at it from another perspective.
he got a whole lot of commitment towards his tiring yet of what seem to be his passion, ccas.
and he would definitely drop dead once he reached home);

have time for family.
have time for friends and social activities.
have time for church.
have time for his sports and games.
have time for his manga comic and online games.

this bro of mine(:
i learned a whole lot from him.

been mugging.

work hard.play hard.

2008-03-14T07:40:00.001-07:00

when there's a will, there's a way.
that's what she had written in the ex. book
i didnt realise that(:

time flies.really really flies.
while i was busy whining over the fact that we had 3 sub at a go.
sciences and maths,for 2 continuous days...
i thought, time really flies(:

thurs.
while things didnt go well initially,with all those dumb heavy useless books,
not being able to see love in the morning,etc.
mum text-ed me in the morning,heartwarming(:
zhenzhi gave me a choc egg and an apple(:
the sight of ET just made me laugh(:

fri.
amaths.phy.sums up my whole morning.
went to check BBC out with love(:
bought quite a few good books,
do you know the joy of being able to get hold of some really good and useful books?!
those that really motivates...
and mann,time for mugging(:
beach-ed in the evening(:
star gazing and photo taking was after which(:
so retarded, and she insisted in keeping that stupid one-___-"
but it was fun,at least i enjoyed the process!
i do admit that im not camera shy,okay,maybe i am (X

and here i am, beat and worn out.
blogging.and check this out:

ACIDS,BASES,SALTS(PURE CHEM)

Acids, Bases & Salts To study this topic well, you need to have a positive attitude. 'Things turn out best for people who make the best of the way things turn out.' (John Wooden) Thus, 'any fact facing us is not as important as our attitude towards it, for that determines our successes or failures.' (Norman Vincent Peale) In addition, it is important that you study this topic again and again. That is, revise regularly as repetition helps. Also, you can construct flow charts and diagrams to improve your understanding.
oh,wth.dont give me crap. still, i've got to work things out(: tmr is out.sunday is out too. still, i've got plans and you wouldn't want to know them. muahahhaha....

again;

2008-03-12T03:34:00.000-07:00

im currently at ling's house.
ahh,she went to shower-__-"
and im thirsty! ):
i hope there's time for chemistry(:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

2008-03-11T22:56:00.000-07:00

i realised, my bro had grown up.
both physically and emotionally? -___-"

he just got back this morning,
and im still pretty sure he misses me(:
HAHA!and he bought alot alot of stuffs O.O
but i must say, he's a really sweet one.
he knows what to grab for each and every individual.
like the one for my mum and that of my aunts and grands?
oh oh! and that whole series of swords and idk what for uncle geoffery!
aww.
he can certainly shop for both genders' stuffs,awesome(:

again, he bought himself jacket and all-___-"
he definitely had good fashion sense luh,
but i still love my levis and and haha!mirror mirror on the wall!

okayokay, im beat.
i need to go get my work done,
plus,i havent finish choosing my whole series of bear bear(:

till im free again~

baby is love(:

2008-03-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

thanks for all the potatoes!
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for the moments that we shared(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for being cute *im cuter (X* and 'cartoon' all these while,
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for being overly jealous over me and whatsoever;
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for just being there and cause much 'distraction' while im doing my work.
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for whining like a baby, making me feel guilty over idk what i'd said-___-"
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for asking me to pull you out of bed,yet,refused to get your feet on the ground(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for sharing(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for caring(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for loving(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for..
just being who you are.
the slightest thing that made me smile...

you're not alone-micheal jackson.

2008-03-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

i think Micheal Jackson can really sings.
im serious!
really, his voice touches me(:
i used to think that he's sucha sicko.
who goes against the law of nature,playing god.
who treated his son with sucha inhuman treatment, that cruelly.
who only knows how to do that stupid moonwalk.

but then again, im being shallow.
i've got to wake that old me inside up.
im much deeper okay(:

lesson for the day: never judge a book by its cover.try putting yourself in others' shoes.

today is potato day!
im working on it.
that insignificant to the rich, yet the gold of the poor.

amen-

The All-American Rejects

2008-03-07T22:56:00.000-08:00

i heard it runs in the genes.
i can already imagine myself in the near future,
running here and there to the hosp.
having bags of medicine to be swallowed down real hard into my throat.

anyway,the short hols are here!yayness!
even though we still got extra lessons,piles of homework here and there.
i still thank god,for the wonderful one week "break"(: (:

i thought bastard was that nice the other day.
thanks alot alot my dear,
for being that understanding all these while.
for not giving up on me and despite me chasing you away,asking you to go when i dont mean it,
you're still there to 'fan' me.haha!
i love you loads(:

Jeremy asked me to crash his church on the upcoming GOOD FRIDAY(:
im not sure about it and we can visit granny too(:
bro wld be back by tue,i know he misses me(: (: aww.

ling's coming over in a whiles time(:
the slightest thing that made me smile.